first knock, staring at me for a moment as though uncertain who I was â her sight was not as good as it had once been â before her features settled into lines of accusation and disapproval. At the same time, in response to a bark from Hercules, my daughter, Elizabeth, pushed past her grandmother and flung herself into my arms.
âFather! Father! Tell Mother and Nicholas to come back! And Adam, too,â she added generously, âif we have to have him. I miss them so much!â And she burst into tears.
My quondam mother-in-law pursed her lips. âSo youâre home at last, are you?â she said grimly. She pushed the cottage door wider. âWell, I suppose youâd better come in.â
TWO
I picked up Elizabeth â no mean feat for she took after me in both colouring and physique and was nothing like her dark, delicate, small-boned mother â and stepped into the cottage.
âWhereâs Adela?â I demanded, wasting no time on pleasantries.
But it was a question not destined to be answered immediately. For a start, Herculesâs thirst would no longer be denied and he began barking on a high, shrill, begging note, pawing the ground and refusing to let up until his need was attended to. He had been very patient, but enough was enough.
âHeâs thirsty,â I said in reply to Margaret Walkerâs impatient glance, and Elizabeth, her sobs turning to giggles, wriggled to the ground, found an old bowl of her grandmotherâs and filled it from the water barrel. Hercules fell on it, slopping water in all directions and noisily drinking his fill.
âWhereâsâ?â I began again, but was not allowed to finish.
âItâs gone ten oâclock. Itâs dinner time,â Margaret announced, moving towards the fire over which hung an iron pot full of what smelled like rabbit stew. âBess, my sweetheart, put out the spoons and bowls. I daresay your father will be eating with us. Iâve never known him when he isnât hungry.â She added with some asperity, âAs for you, Roger, just make yourself useful and move that basket of wool out of the way and pull the table clear of the wall.â
âWhere . . .?â I tried for the third time, keeping a grip on my temper.
But Margaret had turned her back and was busily stirring the stew, and I knew her sufficiently well to realize that repeated questioning would only lead to further delay. She would answer me in her own good time and not before, so I turned my attention to moving the basket of unbleached wool that stood beside her spinning wheel and shifting the table so that it could accommodate three instead of two. Elizabeth, meanwhile, was running between it and the cupboard with bowls and knives and spoons, touching me every so often to reassure herself that I really had returned and stooping occasionally to pat Hercules on the head. (He, of course, having slaked his thirst, had smelled the stew and was busy ingratiating himself with the cook by rubbing himself against Margaretâs legs.) Finally, I drew up two stools to the table, fetched Margaretâs low-backed sewing chair from its corner and sat down to wait, containing my impatience as best I could.
Margaret brought the pot to the table and began ladling out the hot, delicious-smelling broth. I realized suddenly how hungry I was, tore a crust from the loaf and fell to with a will. My daughter filled another bowl for Hercules and for a moment or two there was no sound but the chomping of our jaws.
âYouâve heard the news, I suppose?â Margaret asked eventually, and I nodded, my mouth too full to speak. âWell,â she continued, âI daresay we shall survive and things will settle down just so long as the queenâs family donât make too much trouble. But His Grace of Gloucester will no doubt keep them in check.â
âHeâll have to be quick, then,â I mumbled,