Partyâs doing everything it can to make it seem like one since the Stalin-Trotsky split, turning old family friends like Simon and Harry into mortal enemies, and the kangaroo trials in Russia right now are making Leoâs claim that âthe only real joy in life is power, and thereâs just not enough of it to go around,â sound like a truism, but this is to ignore the effect a changed context can have and to underestimate the appetite for hope and brotherhood. Leo also finds my jugglers and athletes frivolous, but thatâs because he talks without listening to himself; heâd be much closer to the mark to say they were self-contradictory. Leo puts a lot of people off with his hardnosed bluster, but Iâve always felt close to him. He and Jesse befriended me during rough times on the road, and I followed them around in their efforts to organize coal miners, tenant farmers, ironworkers, housewreckers, Leo becoming a kind of father figure to me. Not having had one of my own. And from those times, I know that Leoâs not the cynic he pretends to be. If anything, heâs too ruled by his emotions. Injustice offends him at some level that seems almost organic, and he stakes out these skeptical positions to give himself more room to move and breathe.
I pick up a broken chip of concrete and toss it idly into the river, meaning nothing by it, except maybe as a kind of calendar notation. It occurs to me that Leo would have looked for a boulder, Jesse would have tried to skip the thing, Golda would have loved the chip and grieved when it was gone. Gus? Probably heâd have carried it into the river on an end run. Or delivered Hamletâs soliloquy to it as to Yorickâs skull. Though on the night we showed his talents off to Leo, I should say, he gave no sign of knowing Hamlet âor even of its existence. By then I knew a lot of the plays heâd been in, and so got him to do Aeneas for us, the prosecuting attorney from The Night of January 16th and the greenhorn playwright from The Dark Tower . Leo was particularly impressed by a bit Gus did from an unknown one-acter called The Price of Coal , and the old innkeeperâs weeping scene from Bird-in-Hand , which, in spite of its feudal sentiments (the thrust of the play is the old manâs opposition to his daughterâs marrying into the upper classes: âAnd weâve always known âoo was âoo and which âat fitted which âeadâ¦â), was very moving. Tears actually welled up in his eyes and rolled down his cheeks into his black beard when he reached the lines: âHâ Iâm sorry about wot hâ Iâve done tonight. Hâ I shall be sorry for hâ it till the end of me life. Hâ Iâve beâayved so as hâ I ought to be hâ ashamed, hâ I know. But this businessââ sob! ââ âas pretty near broke me âeartâ¦!â
âJesus, thatâs terrific!â Leo laughed. We got Gus to repeat it a couple of times to show Leo how the tears fell right on cue each time through. âHey, brother, I could use you down at the steel mill next week!â Leo said, half jokingly, yet clearly considering the possibilities at the same time. When I tried to caution him, he wouldnât listen, so I shouted out: â29!â Gus jumped to his feet, ducked his head down into his shoulders, andâ wham! âpiled into my potbellied stove. Luckily, there was no fire in it, or heâd have been badly burnt. As it was, there was a tremendous crash of stovepipe, grates, and dishes, cinders and coaldust flying everywhere, and a big hole in the partition between my room and the studio out front. âHoly shit!â Leo gasped. âThis guyâs a fucking tornado!â My intention had been to convince Leo not to take Gus down to the Memorial Day demonstration (âMore like the Hindenburg,â I suggested), but I apparently accomplished