Heâd crossed paths with her at a few events, and sheâd seemed willing to explore a more intimate acquaintance. He might be the Cursed Dukeâthe Heartless Dukeâbut he was also a man, with a manâs needs.
And Iâm lonely.
There, heâd admitted it. He could not hope for a long, happy marriage, but he craved a womanâs touch, one that he wasnât paying for.
He took another large swallow of brandy. But it had turned out the Widow Chesney did have a priceâa wedding ring.
He slammed his fist into the desk. The pain felt good. âRathbone must have been watching me. I played right into his hands.â
âHe likely just saw an opportunity and jumped on it,â Alex said. âRathboneâs not the brightest of fellows.â
Which made his error all the more galling. Maybe he did need a keeper.
Now Rathbone would spread his version of last nightâs affair throughout the ton , and yet another layer of dishonor would attach to Marcusâs title.
âI canât believe I swallowed his story that his daughter had gone missing.â
âAt least you found her,â Alex said, trying with little success to muffle a snigger.
Yes, heâd found her. Sheâd had her hair down her back and her bodice loosened so her breasts were almost spilling out.
His mouth went dry at the memory, blast it all.
âShe was hiding behind a bush and jumped out at me. I stepped back, stumbled. . . .â He stared at his brandy glass. The situation would be ridiculous if it wasnât so blasted embarrassing. âWe ended up tangled on the ground, which is when Lady Dunlee came upon us.â
Alex choked back laughter.
âIt is not amusing.â
âNot when youâre the one writhing in Miss Rathboneâs claws,â Alex said. âBut when youâre not . . .â He sniggered again.
âYou were very lucky Miss Rathbone didnât say you raped her,â Nate said.
âIt would be hard for her to make that claim. When Lady Dunlee came upon us, the girl had me pinned to the ground and was kissing me.â
Nateâs eyebrow rose. âAnd you couldnât stop her?â
Fortunately the study was too dark for his flush to showâhe hoped. âIt was a good thing I didnât try. If Iâd had my hands on her, it would have looked like I was forcing her.â
The terrible thingâthe deeply mortifying thingâwas that he hadnât been that anxious to remove Miss Rathbone. Heâd enjoyed the feeling of the girlâs body on his.
This must be what had finally driven his ancestors into marriage, this overwhelming need for a womanâs touch. It was a hunger that went beyond the physical. Heâd tried to satisfy it with an assortment of creative, talented light-skirts, and while that had worked for a while, now even a thorough, passionate session with one of Londonâs most skilled courtesans left him feeling unsatisfied.
Nate was frowning, of course. âThe London Misses are shameless. You should leave Town for a while.â
âLetâs go to the Lake District,â Alex said. âYouâre far more likely to encounter a sheep than a marriage-hungry female there.â
âIsnât the Lake District rather cold and damp?â Though the thought of getting away from Townâand temptationâwas enticing.
His gaze settled on the letter from Loves Bridge.
Hmm. That doesnât look at all like Emmettâs hand.
âItâs not so bad this time of year,â Alex said. âWhat? Are you afraid of a little wetting?â
âOf course not.â He picked up the letter and turned it over. He didnât recognize the seal, either.
âWhat does Emmett want?â Nate asked.
âThis isnât from Emmett.â He opened the single sheet. The handwriting was very crampedâillegible, really. At least his correspondent hadnât felt the need to cross his