instructed her staff to do the same, even though theyâd been helpful enough about showing him where everything was. Still, he could feel them all watching him as they went about their chores, like they were wondering how he was gonna pull this one off. Not from meanness, nothing like that. Justâ¦curious. Probably as much about why he didnât join in their jawinâ as about his cooking skills.
Well, if he got the job, theyâd figure out that one soon enough. He was into doing his job, period, not getting overly chummy with his co-workers. It wasnât that he had anything against being friendly. And that chip he used to cart around had pretty much disintegrated years ago. Heâd tell the occasional joke, put up his two bucks for the football pool or pitch in for somebodyâs wedding present, stuff like that. He just had no use for getting involved in peopleâs personal lives.
Just like he had no use for anyone getting involved in his.
Eddie grabbed the bottle of wine set to one side, dashed some into the pan, reveling in the fruity steam that billowed up. From the office, he heard Malaâs laugh.
Soft. That had been the only word to come to mind the first time he saw her, dashing between classes, surrounded by a half-dozen giggling girlfriends. Everything about herâher full figure, her velvet-smooth voice, even her perfume, which hadnât been overpowering like most of the other girlsââhad made him think of being someplace warm and comfortable andâ¦soft. Sheâd glanced at him, just for a heartbeat, as she whizzed past on her high-heeled sandals, and all the air just whooshed from his lungs at the sight of those vaguely curious green-gold catâs eyes. A smile, genuine and just this side of devilish, erupted between round, dimpled cheeks, but he wasnât completely sure itâd been for him. He remembered standing stock-still in her wake, watching the ends of her dark, gleaming hair twitching across the top of a generous bottom unabashedly displayed in snug designer jeans. An achy sense of longing that he never, ever allowed himselfânot then, not nowâhad damn near knocked him over.
Eddie chuckled to himself as he turned down the heat under the pan. Oh, heâd ached, all right. Hell, his physical reaction at the time had embarrassed the life out of him. While it had been hardly the first time the sight of some girl had gotten him hot, it had definitely been the first time heâd feared for the buttons on his 501âs. And while he was way beyond getting embarrassed about things like that these days, he wasnât beyond being startled. Because damned if those buttons werenât being put to the test again.
Her hair might be shorter, and that pretty face attested to the fact that she was a woman in her late thirties. But the eyes still held that note of devilment, and the dimples were still there, and her voice had ripened into a huskiness that both soothed and excited. And she was still soft as a hundred down pillows all piled on top of each other.
And still out of his reach.
Behind him, he heard a minor commotion as Mala apparently ushered the boy through the kitchen to the bathroom in order to change his pants. Mama-mode suited her well, he decided, although he also decided not to think too hard about the man responsible for those kids. The man who got to snuggle up to all that softness every night.
Dimly, he heard the boy start crying again.
He dragged over a bowl of already cooked rigatoni, dumpedout the sausage-pepper mixture. Damn, those kids were something else, werenât they? The girl, especiallyâwhoo-ee. Sheâd put the fear of God in King Kong. And the boyâwhat was up with the crybaby routine? Kid had to be, what? Five, six? And still bawling from a tumble in the snow? Shew, Eddie couldnât remember the last time heâd cried. Being the new kid on the playground every year or two kinda knocks that