there is something you could do. I guess you could fill in for me on Sunday afternoon at that new resident garden party deal.â
âOf course.â Not her favorite idea, since sheâd hoped she could find a way to comfort him, like make a big pot of healthy soup or something, but sheâd planned to go to the Sunday event anyway.
The good doctor winked at her. âWhatever we find, weâll nip it in the bud, right?â
âYou bet.â With her heart aching, she wished she could guarantee that would be the case, but they passed a look between them that said it all. As pathologists, they knew when cancer reared its head the hunt was on. It was their job to be relentless in tracking it down, the surgeonsâ job to cut it out, and the oncologistsâ to find the magic healing potion to obliterate anything that was left.
Medical science was a tough business, and Charlotte Johnson had signed on in one of the most demanding fields. Pathology. Sheâd never get used to being the bearer of bad news. Usually the doctors had to take it from there once she handed over the medical verdict. She considered Jim Gordon to be a dear friend as well as colleague and any findings she came up with heâd know had come directly from her. The responsibility unsettled her stomach.
Now that sheâd dealt with her own deepest fearâand Jim Gordon had condoned her radical decision two years ago at the age of thirty-twoâshe was damned if sheâd give up being an optimist for him.
Come Monday morning sheâd be ready for the toughest call of her career, and it would be for Dr. Gordon. Her mentor. The man sheâd come to respect like a father. But first sheâd have to make it through the garden party on Sunday afternoon, and the one bright spot in that obligation was the chance to see her secret surgeon crush again. Dr. Jackson Hilstead.
CHAPTER TWO
C HARLOTTE Â DIDN â T Â WANT Â to admit sheâd picked the Capri blue patterned sundress only because Dr. Hilstead had liked her turquoise top on Friday, though the thought had entered her mind while searching her closet for something to wear on Sunday morning.
It had been a long time since sheâd even considered wearing a dress cut like this, which made her feel uncomfortable, so sheâd compromised with a white, lightweight, very loosely knit, three-quarter-sleeved summer sweater. To help cover the dipping neckline, she chose several strings of large and colorful beads. On a whim, she left her hair down, letting the thick waves touch the tops of her shoulders and making no excuses for the occasional ringlet around her face. And this shade of blue sure made her caramel-colored eyes stand out.
With confidence, later that afternoon, she stepped into the St. Francis of the Valley atrium, which connected to an outdoor patio where dozens of doctors had already begun to gather. At the moment she didnât recognize a single face, all of the residents looking so young and eager. But there was Antwan with a young and very attractive woman on his arm. Relieved he wasnât alone, she glanced around the cavernous room.
She recognized several large painted canvases and they drew her attention to the bright white walls as she realized the ocularist down the hall from her office, Andrea Rimmer, had painted them. In fact, sheâd bought several of her early paintings at an art auction because sheâd loved her style so much, but these paintings were signed with a different name because Andrea had married a pediatrician, Sam Marcus, so her name had changed now. Anyway, the paintings of huge eyes peeking through various openings were amazing, each iris completely different from the next, and Charlotte was soon swept up in imagining their meaning.
Totally engrossed with admiring the newest paintings of her current favorite artist, she jumped when someone tapped her shoulder. That flutter of excitement flitted right on by