doctor in any proper legal sense, I would rather you not.â
Mrs. Barton gaped in disgust. âWhat an inestimable privilege it is for me to be receiving such sauce and pepper from you, and at such an early hour!â Mrs. Barton folded her arms in a harlequinade of parental disapproval.
Maggie held her ground. âYou are a widow, Mamma. And he is a widow er , and I would rather not have him for a father, and that is that.â She turned again to go.
âYou know very well and good,â said Mrs. Barton, addressing her daughterâs back, âit was the death of Mollyâs mother and that baby which drove him to the spirits. But two years have passed and he drinks far less than he used to, for he has told me it is no longer necessary to apply such a heavy salve to his mourning heart, when the heart seems to be mending itself sufficiently without medicinal assistance.â
âMedicinal indeed,â mumbled Maggie.
âWhat was that you said?â
âNo film or cloud has ever passed over my eyes, Mamma. What I see, and see quite clearly, is a woman who wishes to marry a certain dentist who would be a doctor, and if I am to place myself before this looking-glassâ¦â Which Maggie did, taking the opportunity of reflection to adjust her bonnet. ââ¦I would see, as well, a daughter who could not under any imaginable circumstances permit her mother to do so.â
Mrs. Bartonâs voice became adamantine: âMy darling dear! You are neither my keeper nor my turnkey. It is unavoidable illness that has placed me with frequent inconvenience upon this cot, but I am still free and unbound in thought and spirit; whatever control you feel you exercise over me is illusory.â
âIf you have done, Mamma, I will conclude this most uncomfortable interview by stating that if you marry Dr. Osborne, I shall very likely kill myself.â
Mrs. Barton turned to look at nothing at all upon the bedroom wall. âMind, just donât throw yourself down the well and pollute the town drinking water.â Then, turning back to her daughterâs dorsum with a sad moan of repentance: âYou are so very fond of Molly. Would you not wish to have her for a stepsister?â
âYou know that in a very real sense Molly is already my sister. Molly and Jane and Carrie and Ruth. We are, all of us, much more than mere friends. There is no need for you to marry a frequently intoxicated tooth-tugger to have what I, in point of fact, have already. Now Iâm very late, Mamma, and Iâm keeping the other girls. You know we walk together, and when one of us is late we are all late. Mrs. Colthurst doesnât like that.â
âMaggie?â
âYes?â
âMr. Osborne has already put things into motion. He has asked me to marry him.â
Maggie took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to steady herself. âI rather suspected.â
âAnd now that it is become a very real thing, have you anything new to say in response?â
âAnything new ? No, Mamma, I have not.â
Maggie moved with a heavy tread to the door.
âAre you going to leave without kissing me?â
âIâve kissed you already.â
With that, Maggie Barton betook herself in great haste down the steps and then flew out the front door and down the lane, whilst her mother sate up in bed and bowed her head in silent lament.
Then Clara Barton raised her head and shook it, and shook her shoulders as if to wrest herself free of a tangible burden placed thereupon, whilst saying to herself, âI do not live only to satisfy the whims of my selfish, benighted daughter. And I will not have this special day spoilt!â Subsequently, she stretched out her arms and yawned and embraced the morning in a mood that was uplifted by calling to mind Osborneâs visit the previous day under the pretext of administering drops to clarify his patientâs vision. Yet the visit carried a far
Kurt Vonnegut, Bryan Harnetiaux