the old manâs eyes. âTell me what you see,â he said.
Twisted strands of iron-gray hair hung over the old manâs brow. His eyes squinted. âThatâs my name.â
âIs there anything odd about it?â
âWhat do you mean?â
âIs it moving?â
âWhat are you talking about?â
âWhat color would you say it is?â
âIs this a joke? Itâs written in black.â
Lark turned the notebook around and read the name. Charlie Dawtrey. âYes, the ink is black. I know that. Intellectually. But the words seem red to me. They donât seem red to you?â
The old manâs eyelids fluttered. âGod in heaven.â
âThey donât ripple, like theyâre floating on water? They donât expand and contract, like theyâre breathing?â
âGod in heaven. Iâm talking to a crazy man.â
âIâm not crazy,â Lark said, turning back a page. âWhat about these names?â
He watched the old manâs eyes move down the list. Henry Kormoran. Sutton Bell. Terry Dawtrey.
âThatâs my son. My son and two of his no-good friends.â
âBut you donât see the letters breathing?â
âIs this about my son?â
Lark closed the notebook and slipped it into his pocket. âAre you close to your son?â
âNot for a long time.â
âIf something happened to you, would it matter to him?â
âWhatâs this about?â
âWould he mourn, if you were gone?â
âWhat do you want here?â
A dull ache wound itself in a figure eight behind Larkâs brow. He returned to the chair and reached for the towel-wrapped ice.
âI want you to answer my question,â he said. âI think if you were gone, it would affect him. He would mourn your passing.â
The old man sat forward slowly. His ice pack lay neglected on the sofa cushion beside him. His nose had stopped bleeding.
He said, âMister, if you think you can get to my son by hurting me, youâve gone off the rails. No oneâs going to care much when Iâm gone, least of all Terry.â
âYou havenât kept in touch with him?â
âHeâs been in prison the last sixteen years. I gave up on him, and he gave up on me, a long time back.â
âYou never go to see him?â
âNot anymore. So why donât you clear out now, and take whatever grudge youâve got with you.â
âI donât have a grudge.â
âYouâre wasting your time.â
âI donât think so. You have a sparrow calendar.â
The old man brushed iron-gray hair out of his eyes. âWhat?â
âThereâs providence in the fall of a sparrow. Iâm pretty sure thatâs in the Bible.â
âOh Lord, youâve gone crazy again.â
âIâm not crazy. That line about the sparrowâit means weâre all part of a bigger plan. You shouldnât be afraid of playing your part. You shouldnât lie to get out of it.â
âI havenât lied to you.â
The towel was damp against Larkâs brow. He felt a drop of icy water roll along the bridge of his nose and onto his cheek.
âYou have a sparrow calendar,â he said again. âEvery other Saturday is marked with a âT.â Short for âTerry.â Youâre still close to him. You visit him at the prison every other Saturday.â
The old man didnât try to deny it. He flexed the fingers of his swollen right hand. His eyes settled on Larkâs.
âYou donât look good. Howâs your head?â
Lark shrugged the question away.
âMaybe itâs trying to tell you something,â the old man said.
The pain traced its figure eight. The ice helped, but not enough.
âThe headaches are just a symptom,â said Lark. âIâll have them until I deal with the underlying problem.â
âIs that what