course it is, Letty. You know I didnât mean that.â
Letty? I look from one to the other. How very interesting.
âI just feel that Samanthaâs talents could be of better use to the cause elsewhere,â the captain continues.
Miss Tickfordâs mouth droops and even the severe bun at the back of her head seems to wilt. âYouâre right, of course.â
My pulse kicks up a notch. Iâve often thought that I could be of more use elsewhereâsomeplace where I could utilize my brain rather than just my legsâbut Miss Tickford never seemed amenable to the idea.
I straighten. âIâd like that very much, Captain Parker.â I bet Evangeline Green wonât be offered a promotion in such an important organization.
Next to me, Rose fidgets, bored with the conversation. âOh, thereâs Priscilla. I must go say hello. Excuse me.â She shoots me a sly smile as she makes her escape.
Dame Richards taps me on the shoulder. âYouâre needed at the prize table, Samantha, to receive your certificate of achievement.â
âIâll be right there.â I turn to Captain Parker. âIt was nice meeting you, sir. Iâll see you in the morning, Miss Tickford.â
He glances at his watch. âYes, I must be going, as well. Weâll talk soon, Miss Donaldson. Are you ready to go, Letty?â
She nods and turns to me. âCaptain Parker was kind enough to give me a lift after we finished work. Congratulations on your performance, Samantha.â
Frowning, I watch them go. How very strange that they came together. But then, I suppose itâs no stranger than me losing out on the Markel Cup. I lift my chin. As Grandfather Donaldson would say: Itâs time to sally forth!
No matter how shattered I am inside.
TWO
WZR
Clean: Someone who has never been involved in espionage and is unknown to enemy intelligence.
I spend a fitful night, dreaming again and again of the moment Evangeline Greenâs name was called instead of mine. My nose wrinkles as I hurry downstairs. Porridge again. Doubtless with no sweetener, unless our housekeeper, Bridget, âfoundâ some honey on a back shelf. Motherâs never actually accused her of buying from the black market, but Bridget seems to discover things that even Cook has no idea we had. Bridget has a bit of a sweet tooth and rationing is hard on her.
My mother and Rose are already seated at the table. Mother is eating and Rose is pretending to, a book propped up on the table in front of her.
Mother looks up and gives me a smile. âGood morning, dear.â
Since Fatherâs disappearance, Mother has transformed into a more formal version of herself, and though I donât blame her for being so self-contained, it does make my life lonelier. Thatâs one of the reasons Rose spends the nightwith us so often nowâher lively chatter fills the silence.
âGood morning! That looks good, Bridget, but I wonât have time to eat this morning.â
Rose glances up at me. Sheâs looking unfairly bright and shiny in spite of the fact that she was up as late as I was last night, listening to me rant. âYouâre not partaking of this delicious breakfast?â she asks, widening her eyes in mock surprise. âWhy ever not?â
âYou work too hard, Sam,â Mother says, ignoring Rose.
âAnd you donât?â I ask.
âI read to soldiers and write letters for those who canât do it themselves. Iâd hardly call that work.â
âYouâre at the hospital five days a week. Iâd call that work.â I shrug into my wool coat and pick up the lunch pail Cook left on the counter for me. âI have to run. Iâll be home in time for supper.â I kiss Rose on the cheek and waggle my fingers at my mother on my way out the door.
I ride the Underground to the city center, trying to shake off the fine film of melancholy that coats my skin like