meant. No. I thought to see to the horse first, but he appears well groomed and fed.â On the heels of the words, Vlad bumped his head against Moiraâs shoulder. âAnd spoiled,â Cian added.
Her brows drew together as they did, he knew, when she was annoyed or thoughtful. âItâs only carrots, and theyâre good for him.â
âSpeaking of food, Iâll need blood in another week. You might make certain the next pigs that are slaughtered, their blood isnât wasted.â
âOf course.â
âArenât you the cool one.â
Now the faintest sign of irritation crossed her face. âYou take what you need from the pig. Iâm not after turning my nose up at a slab of bacon, am I?â She shoved the last carrot into Cianâs hand and started to sweep out.
She stopped herself, âI donât know why you fire me up so easily. If you mean to or not. And no.â She held up a hand. âI donât think I want to know the answer to that. But I would like to speak to you for a moment or two about another matter.â
No, avoiding her wasnât possible, he reminded himself. âI have a moment or two.â
She glanced around the stables. It wasnât only horses that had ears in such places. âI wonder if you could take that moment or two to walk with me. Iâd be private on this.â
He shrugged, and giving Vlad the last carrot joined Moira to walk out of the stables. âState secrets, Your Highness?â
âWhy must you mock me?â
âActually, I wasnât. Irritable tonight, are you?â
âIt might be I am.â She shoved back the hair that spilled over her shoulder. âWhat with war and end of days, and the practical matters of washing linens and providing food for an army meanwhile, it might be I am a bit irritable.â
âDelegate.â
âI am. I do. But it still takes time and thought to push chores into other handsâfinding the right ones, explaining how it must be done. And this isnât what I wanted to speak to you about.â
âSit.â
âWhat?â
âSit.â He took her arm, ignoring the way the muscles tensed against his hand, and pulled her down onto a bench. âSit, give your feet a rest if you wonât turn off that busy brain of yours for five minutes.â
âI canât remember the last time I had an hour, all to myself and a book. Well, I can, actually. Back in Ireland, in your house. I miss itâthe books, the quiet of them.â
âYou need to take it, that hour now and again. Youâll burn out otherwise, and wonât be any good to yourself or anyone else.â
âMy hands feel so full, they make my arms ache.â She looked down at them where they lay in her lap, and sighed. âAnd there, Iâm off again. What is it Blair says? Bitch, bitch, bitch.â
She surprised a laugh out of him, and turned her head to smile into his face.
âI suspect Geall has never had a queen such as you.â
And her smile faded away. âNo, youâve the right of that. And weâll soon see. We go tomorrow, at first light, to the stone.â
âI see.â
âIf I lift the sword from it, as my mother did in her time, and her father in his, and back to the first, Geall will have a queen such as me.â She looked off, over the shrubberies toward the gates. âGeall will have no choice in it. Nor will I.â
âDo you wish it otherwise?â
âI donât know what I wish, so I donât wish at allâexcept that it was done and over. Then I could do, well, whatever needs to be done next. I wanted to tell you.â She shifted her gaze from whatever she saw in her mind, and met his eyes again. âIâd hoped weâd find a way to do this thing at night.â
Soft eyes, he thought, and so serious. âItâs too dangerous to have any sort of ceremony outside after sunset