gave up her typewriter, and she felt it was a small price to pay.
For years she had written what seemed to her the most stirring sort of novels, about lonely aliens among humans, or lonely humans among aliens, or sometimes both kinds lonely in an unkind world, all without ever quite hitting the response from readers she felt she was worth. Then came her divorce, which left her with custody of her son, Daniel, then thirteen. That probably provided an impetus of some sort in itself, for Danny was probably the most critical boy alive.
âMum!â he would say. âI wish youâd give up that lonely-heart alien stuff! Canât you write about something decent for a change?â Or, staring at her best efforts at cookery, he said, âI canât be expected to eat this !â After which he had taken over cooking himself: they now lived on chili con carne and stir-fry. For as Danny said, âA man canât be expected to learn more than one dish a year.â At the moment, being nearly fifteen, Danny was teaching himself curry. Their nice Highgate house reeked of burned garam masala most of the time.
But the real impetus had come when she found Danny in her workroom sternly plaiting the letters of her old typewriter into metal braid. âIâve had this old thing!â he said when she tore him away with fury and cursings. âSo have you. Itâs out of the ark. Now youâll have to get a word processor.â
âBut I donât know how to work the things!â she had wailed.
âThat doesnât matter. I do. Iâll work it for you,â he replied inexorably. âAnd Iâll tell you what one to buy, too, or youâll only waste money.â
He did so. The components were duly delivered and installed, and Daniel proceeded to instruct his mother in how to work as much of them asâas he rather blightingly saidâher feeble brain would hold. âThere,â he said. âNow write something worth reading for a change.â And he left her sitting in front of it all.
When she thought about it, she was rather ashamed of the fact that her knowledge of the thing had not progressed one whit beyond those first instructions Danny had given her. She had to call on her son to work the printout, to recall most of the files, and to get her out of any but the most simple difficulty. On several occasionsâas when Danny had been on a school trip to Paris or away with his school cricket teamâshe had had to tell her publisher all manner of lies to account for the fact that there would be no copy of anything until Danny got back. But the advantages far outweighed these difficulties, or at least she knew they did now.
That first day had been a nightmare. She had felt lost and foolish and weak. She had begun, not having anything else in mind, on another installment of lonely aliens. And everything kept going wrong. She had to call Danny in ten times in the first hour, and then ten times after lunch, and then again when, for some reason, the machine produced what she had written of Chapter I as a list, one word to a line. Even Danny took most of the rest of the day to sort out what she had done to get that. After that he hovered over her solicitously, bringing her mugs of black coffee, until, somewhere around nine in the evening, she realized she was in double bondage, first to a machine and then to her own son.
âGo away!â she told him. âOut of my sight! Iâm going to learn to do this for myself or die in the attempt!â
Danny gave her bared teeth a startled look and fled.
By this time she had been sitting in front of board and screen for nearly ten hours. It seemed to her that her threat to die in the attempt was no idle one. She felt like death. Her back ached, and so did her head. Her eyes felt like running blisters. She had cramp in both hands and one foot asleep. In addition, her mouth was foul with too much coffee and Dannyâs chili