reddening, and that hadnât happened in years. âThatâs not what I meant.â
She bit her lip, then leaned toward him, losing the outrage and looking sympathetic.
âNot that thereâs anything wrong with that,â she said quickly. âIf thatâs your problem, Iâm sure that a regimen of exercise will really help. But you might want to consult a sex therapist.â
He groaned. âNo, waitââ
âItâs a common problem. Please donât feel that you have to hide it.â
âHide it!â He choked. This was getting him in deeper and deeper. It wasnât funny. Well, maybe a little bit. But at the same time, it was damned humiliating.
âI donât have a problem,â he told her forcefully. âListen, you took it wrong. Iâve never had any troubleâ¦.â His voice faded out. Looking at her sweet, innocent face, he just couldnât say it. âThat way,â he said lamely at last. âReally. Iâm a normal, healthy male.â
She was still looking sympathetic. Damn it all, she thought he was just covering up his embarrassment. There was definitely a good way to prove that she was wrong, but he didnât think sheâd go for it. So he stared at her in frustrated silence, wondering how the conversation had taken a turn down this blind alley.
âI can give you a referral,â she was saying, digging through the papers on her desk for a note pad.
Reaching out, he grabbed her hand. âI donât need a referral,â he said firmly. âI donât need therapy. All I want to know is what sort of products you dispense here besides vitamins.â
She was staring at him in bewilderment and hedidnât blame her. He was coming darn close to shouting, and that wasnât going to help anything. He forced a smile, knowing it must look pretty ghastly.
âHey,â he said, remembering something and releasing her hand. âDr. Richie was saying something about a new product at the ribbon cutting last month. Something called NoGo or Nutrait orââ
âNoWait!â she chimed in, beaming with relief. âYes, that is a new homeopathic oil heâs developed himself. Heâs such a genius.â
âThatâs the one.â
âOh, itâs flying off the shelves. Itâs used for weight loss, and people are getting the most wonderful results.â
Right. He knew a little something about these snake-oil salesmen. If the oil was doing anything, it was through the power of suggestion, no doubt about it. Still, this could be the missing link heâd been looking for. Except for one thing. As he remembered, it wasnât something people took into their system in the usual way.
âItâs not ingested, is it?â
âOh, no.â She smiled. âIn fact, itâs kind of cute. You put a dab behind your ear.â
That pretty much shot down his hopes. If you didnât drink it or eat it, how could it change the way you acted to the extent it seemed to be changing the people he was seeing all over the hospital?
âOne ear or both?â he asked with a rueful smile.
She blinked. âTell you the truth, Iâm not really sure. I havenât tried it myself.â She scrunched her nose at him. âAnd I hardly think you need to lose any weight.â
âYou never know,â he said quickly, not wanting to go back to speculating on what he might be needing help with again. âIâm not getting any younger. And you know how weight tends to accumulate as you age.â
âOh, sure.â She was nothing if not understanding. âYou can never start working on fitness too early.â
He nodded. She was charming when she started talking about the things she felt most passionately about. She sort of lit up with an inner glow that was quite appealing. He wondered, fleetingly, if there was a man in her life. But he dismissed the thought as soon