THE DARK of the pantry for a long time and listen to the clucking of my chicken drift in from the counter. I canât imagine my beautiful bird with her soft white feathers and her glowing amber eyes transformed into a bowl of chicken paprikash with dumplings and chicken soup as well. I wish I had never asked for a chicken.
Grandpaâs footsteps approach. The pantry door squeaks as I push it open a crack. A shaft of light enters the dark space.
âWhat are you doing in here?â Grandpa asks, carrying the basket with my chicken in both his arms.
âThinking.â
âWhat about?â
âNothing.â I sigh, then add, âMy chicken.â
Grandpa places the basket down and lifts me up.
âYour chicken is a great, great present,â he says. âThank you.â
âNot anymore,â I answer, glaring at him. âYouâre going to kill her!â
âYou canât eat a live chicken,â Grandpa says, âbut I promise to slaughter her as mercifully as a shochet.â
âI donât feel like eating chicken anymore. Whatâs a shochet?â
âWhen youâre hungry, youâll eat almost anything, especially delicious chicken. A shochet is a butcher who is trained to slaughter with mercy and prepare meat according to our laws.â
âWhy donât we have a shochet?â
âThe Communists donât allow it.â
âOh. Grandpa?â
âYes?â
âI hate you having to slaughter my chicken.â
âI know, me too. But we have to eat.â
âCan I say goodbye to her?â I ask.
âWhy, certainly,â he answers, sitting me down on the kitchen counter. âI wonât slaughter her today, just so you can have an extra day with your chicken.â
âGrandpa, you canât hide the chicken from Grandma. Sheâll hear the clucking and be angry that you didnât kill her yet.â
âDonât worry, Grandma wonât mind.â
âYes, she will. What are we going to tell her?â
âI donât know. Weâll think of something,â he murmurs.
âCan I pet my chicken?â
âOf course,â he says, lifting the bird out of the basket and placing her on the counter next to me.
âI donât like her legs tied up,â I whisper as I run my fingers through the feathers.
âShe doesnât either,â he whispers back as I wrap my arms around my chicken and feel her chest heave with clucking sounds.
Grandpa sighs. âWeâll hide her in the pantry until tomorrow afternoon. Here, help me put her back in the basket,â he says. âOpen the handles wide and Iâll lift her.â The chicken flutters her wings as I open the basket.
âLook, Grandpa!â A perfect white egg is nestled amid the straw at the bottom of the basket.
âNow, thatâs special,â Grandpa says. âYou know, I think she did that just for you.â
âDo you think so?â I canât take my eyes off the egg.
âAbsolutely. Thatâs the freshest egg youâve ever seen. Watch.â Grandpa walks across the kitchen and holds up the egg against the light from the window. âCan you see the yolk?â he asks, pointing at the shadow beneath the shell.
âItâs round like the sun.â I am in awe.
âIt certainly is. Weâll tell Grandma Iulia that this chickenâs earned herself an extra day of life. You can have the egg for breakfast tomorrow. Okay?â
âMaybe sheâll lay another egg, Grandpa,â I say, hoping to save my chicken from her fate.
âGod knows, anythingâs possible.â Grandpa answers with a straight face, but his eyes are full of laughter.
THE CHILD
MY MOTHER CALLS ME EVA, after the first woman in the Bible and also to carry on the initial E for Grandpa Emile, Tataâs father, who died in Auschwitz.
Grandpa Yosef also calls me Eva, but once in a while when the two