felt extremely sad about Laetitia, and morbidly fascinated as well. Did she cry out? Was it quick? Did her father feel a horrible bump and know immediately that his world had changed?
âImagine how horrible you would feel if you took a life,â Mom went on. âOr if you maimed someone. Imagine how horrible you would feel if you caused an accident and a ten-year-old boy fell into a coma and never came out. It happens every day!â
âWhat ten-year-old boy?â Ty asked.
âOkay, Mom, we get the point,â Sandra said. I noticed with interest that she was gripping the steering wheel more tightly than usual.
â What ten-year-old boy?â Ty asked again. âTell that story!â
âCould everybody please stop talking?â Sandra said. âOr Iâm going to have a wreck for real!â
âSandra, if you think youâre going to have a wreck, then pull over,â Mom said. âYou should never drive when youâre incapacitated. Just last week a man had a heart attack in his car and killed four teenagers.â
âMom!â Sandra complained.
Mom settled into her seat with the air of someone who has spoken the truth, and too bad if it was painful. âYou need to be careful, thatâs all Iâm saying.â
On the escalator that led to the second floor of the mall, Mom glanced at her watch and said, âYou know, Winnie, while weâre here we could take care of some other shopping. It really is time we got you aââ
âLa la la la la,â I said to drown her out. âLook! Isnât that a cute bunny, Ty? Isnât that a cute bunny?â
âTime she got a what?â Sandra asked.
Ty regarded me with disdain. âIâm not a baby,â he said, âso you donât have to talk to me like that. And there isnât any bunny.â
âIn the toy store,â I said to Ty. And to Sandra, â Nothing .â I glared at Mom.
Mom widened her eyes, like Iâm sorry, I didnât know . But she should have. Nobody wants to go bra shopping with her scoffing older sister.
At Claireâs Boutique, the saleslady set me loose in the rows and rows of sparkling earrings. She said not to pick danglies, but that I should be sure to get fourteen-karat-gold posts for my very first pair. She recommended delicate gold balls.
âToo boring,â I said.
"Too WASPy,â Sandra said.
âHuh?â I said.
"WASPy,â Sandra said. âAs in a White Anglo Saxon Protestant?â
I still didnât get it.
âHoity-toity rich-girl stuff, like going to the country club and having a tennis date with Muffy. â Oh, dahling, you look so adorable in your precious gold earrings .â â
âSandra,â Mom said.
âI like these,â I said, selecting a pair of tiny gold flowers with pale blue stones in the middle. âWill they work?â
âTheyâll do just fine,â the saleslady said. I wondered if she was WASPy, and decided she was. She had a big bust and sensible shoes. Her own earrings were prim gold bows.
She used a pen to dot both my ears, then gave me a mirror so that I could check the placement.
âLooks good,â I said. Jitters started up in my stomach.
She loaded the gun with earring number one, and pop ! In it went, just like that. There was a pinching sensation, but it honestly didnât hurt at all.
âCan I do the other one?â Ty asked.
â No! â the saleslady and I said at the same time. She repeated the procedure for earring number two, and then she handed me the mirror once again.
âThere you go,â she said. âWhat do you think?â
I turned my head from side to side. Glints of light danced off the earrings.
âGreat,â I said.
âWhat does she need to do about upkeep?â Mom asked. âThat is part of our agreement, that sheâll be responsible for taking care of them. Should she swab them with