jaw. âOkay. For how long then? Exactly?â
âHow long what?â
âHow long will I be a thief?â
I shrugged. âUntil the end of this trip?â
Mami swivelled to look out the window, thinking. âI can live with that,â she said finally.
We sat in silence after this. Mami pulled a rubber band from somewhere, stretched it, then curled it on her fingers. Around us, commuters typed messages into phones, did make-up with hand mirrors, slept, drank and exchanged furtive sexual glances. Peopleâs lives spilling into trains uninterrupted. The train as bathroom, bedroom and bar.
We somehow changed climates in the space of this fifteen-minute train trip, because when we stepped onto the platform in Odaiba it was snowing big, cumbersome flakes. I had never seen it snow in Tokyo. I watched as Mami held out her hands, trying to catch whatever flakes she could, but they swirled around her open palms and down onto wet concrete.
âTo hell with snow,â she mumbled, wrapping her arms around her body, hunching her head and marching me on. Outside the station two young girls in bright pink parkas jumped excitedly, hands up as if snatching fruit from an unseen tree.
âWhich way?â I asked.
âNo idea,â said Mami. âActually, no, thatâs another lie. This way.â She started off without the slightest regard for a man about to photograph his smiling wife. I watched him frown, pull his phone back to let her pass, then hold it out again as Mami started to talk about what she called âmatters of much significanceâ.
âYou see, Noah, I donât accept rules like most people. Thatâs what youâve got to understand about me. I think itâs so strange the way people just accept rules. Weâre supposedly free to do whatever we want, but then there are all these rulesâthings we canât do.â
âLike stealing a ticket?â
âExactly. Only I can hear from your voice you think I learnt something from that, something thatâll make me less inclined to steal in future.â
âDo you often steal?â
âThatâs not the point. Keep up. The point is, I donât think itâs entirely wrong.â
âAnd what if everyone did it?â
âThatâs not the point either. Iâm taking a completely different angle here, a far more personal one.â
Mami paused to think. We were nearing a slight bottleneck, unusual in Odaiba. There was a pair of schoolgirls vying to peer at the one mobile phone, a yakuza-looking type with a toothpick, children, mopey husbands and more than a few plump, middle-aged women with fixed fuck-the-world glares. I felt I was trying to follow a string of pebbles while ahead Mami weaved a dexterous, devil-may-care line through it all. As we stepped clear, a red feather, riding the bay breeze, whipped back past me and was lost.
âLet me try and be clear,â she said, twisting her upper body to face me but maintaining the same almost belligerent pace. âThe government says we are free to do whateverââ
âIâve heard that butââ
âLet me finish.â Mami halted. Two people collided into and bounced off her.
âIâm saying,â she said, elongating the words, âa truly free society would be a society without rulesânot so much as one rule. Nothing written down.â She made a gesture (possibly tossing out the Japanese constitution).
âThat would be chaos.â
âYou would think.â She frowned and started walking again. âBut things have a funny way of working themselves out. Criminals live outside the law and therefore have a code. This code is just as effective as any government law. If you donât follow the code, you have to be prepared for the consequences. Why canât everything be like that? Why canât all society be left to sort itself out? Imagine what a different place itâd