something suspicious about it. it made me worry that
zoegirl:
never mind
mad maddie:
what?
zoegirl:
itâs stupid. itâs superstitious. but, like, things are going *so well* for us. youâre happy, angelaâs happy, iâm happy. and then i think, crap, whenâs the bad thing gonna happen, you know?
mad maddie:
and u think the bad thing has to do with angelaâs dad and lip liner woman?
zoegirl:
i didnât say that
mad maddie:
anywayz, ur crazy. enough bad stuff happened to us last year to last a lifetime.
zoegirl:
tell me about it. letâs see, first there was me and mr. h, then angela and her boy problems, and then as if that wasnât enough, you went all psycho with your wrong and terribly misguided jana obsession.
mad maddie:
âobsessionâ? thatâs a bit of an exaggeration, wldnât u say?
zoegirl:
no. you were like her clone, mads. you started to talk like her, dress like her â¦
zoegirl:
i am *so* glad youâre over that.
mad maddie:
listen, pal. if iâm not allowed to mention mr. h, then ur not allowed to bring up jana.
zoegirl:
fine, then you know how i feel.
zoegirl:
but donât you see the pattern? it was last year right around thanksgiving that all that bad stuffhappened, and now here we are, right around thanksgiving again.
mad maddie:
nooooo, zoe. it was BEFORE last thanksgiving that all hell broke loose, cuz over thanksgiving itself, we were blissing out on cumberland island. or have u forgotten?
zoegirl:
of course i havenât forgotten!
zoegirl:
why didnât we plan a trip for this year? werenât we going to make it a tradition?
mad maddie:
oops, too late now
zoegirl:
see! thatâs whatâs making me feel this way. weâre too complacent, just going along like everythingâs fine.
mad maddie:
yeahhhh, cuz everything IS fine.
mad maddie:
donât worry, zo. life is good, and ainât nothin gonna change. see ya at angelaâs!
Sun, Nov 21 , 7:42 PM E.S.T .
SnowAngel:
zoe! itâs been so long since i saw uâalmost a whole hour! u left your sweatshirt at my house, dumb-dumb head.
zoegirl:
oops, sorry. would you bring it to me tomorrow?
zoegirl:
is maddie still there?
SnowAngel:
she just left, *after* patching the butt of her jeans with duct tape cuz she realized they were ripped. it cracks me up, this âiâm such a crazy-assâ stage sheâs in.
zoegirl:
crazy like at donovanâs wedding?
zoegirl:
it blows my mind that her mom would call her ⦠what she called her ⦠and she would think itâs funny.
SnowAngel:
but her mom was drunk. she didnât MEAN it.
zoegirl:
yeah, but that makes it even more mind-blowing. do YOU get drunk with YOUR mom?
SnowAngel:
hahaha. my mom would be the one marching around and slapping drinks out of peopleâs hands.
zoegirl:
i like maddieâs mom a lot. and of course i love maddie. i just worry about her sometimes.
SnowAngel:
oh, she knows what sheâs doing. probably.
SnowAngel:
whatâd u think about chive?
zoegirl:
i donât know. i need to meet him before i decide.
SnowAngel:
i wish she was still going out with ian.
zoegirl:
agreed. ian is such a good guy.
zoegirl:
you think theyâll ever get back together?
SnowAngel:
no, cuz u know how maddie is. when she gets hurt, thatâs it. thereâs no looking back. and ian really hurt her, even tho he didnât mean to.
zoegirl:
and even though sheâll never admit it out loud. sheâs so funny that way, always having to be so tough.
SnowAngel:
like with chive and the whole smooch-and-run incident, u mean?
zoegirl:
exactly. i know maddie thinks thatâs fineâitâs her typical maddie no-big-deal approachâbut sometimes i think sheâs putting up a front. i mean, when you fool around with somebody, it has to mean *something* doesnât it?
SnowAngel:
u would think so, yeah
zoegirl:
she and i talked about that at your house, actually. it was while you were downstairs