admiration in his tone. That and his smile made it hard to hold on to my annoyance with him.
âThird.â The announcement had come a few weeks earlier. âLin Chou and Rajesh Nahar are one and two.â
âYou got robbed.â
Was he sticking up for me? It was kind of sweet, but I also knew that I hadnât gotten ârobbed.â
âNot really. Theyâre way smarter than I am.â Which he would know if he was in any of our advanced classes.And I didnât mind coming in third. It meant that I didnât have to give a speech during the graduation ceremony, but my grades were still high enough that I could get into any state-funded college I wantedâand the one I wanted was in Austin. Iâd been accepted a month ago. I couldnât wait until mid-August when I could head down there and be surrounded by people who cared about academics and grades as much as I did. I took another long swallow of the dreamsicle.
He narrowed his eyes. âYou should go easy on that.â
âIâm not a novice to alcohol.â
âSo thatâs not why you staggered earlier?â
âJust lost my balance.â
He brought a brown bottle up to his lips and gulped down beer. I hadnât even noticed he had one until that moment. When I realized I was transfixed by the way his throat worked as he swallowed, I lowered my gaze and noticed how his black T-shirt clung to a sculpted chest, washboard abs, and hard-as-rock biceps. Suddenly I felt warm. Why was I noticing these things? I couldnât deny that he looked hot, and while Iâd come here hoping to catch a guyâs attention, I just didnât want it to be some guy with whom I had absolutely nothing in common. I knew heâd been held back at least one year, so studying wasnât a priority for him like it was for me. Fletcher tossed his empty bottle back into a bush.
âDonât you care about the environment?â I scolded him.
âYouâre not one of those , are you?â he asked.
Ignoring his question, I walked over to the bushes, crouched, and tried to see into the darkness, but I suddenly felt light-headed and dropped to my butt.
Fletcher hunkered beside me, balancing on the balls of his feet, his forearms resting on his jean-clad thighs. How did he manage that? Iâd bet money heâd already swigged down way more than I had. âYou okay?â
âYes, justââ I realized that Iâd finished off my drink. Everything suddenly looked far away, like I was viewing it through a tunnel. The cup slipped from my fingers and onto the grass.
âYou need some fresh air,â he said.
âWeâre outside,â I pointed out. âIt doesnât get any fresher than that.â
His fingers folded around my elbow and I was struck by how large his hand was, how strong, how warm against my skin. With no effort at all, he helped me to my feet. âItâs better by the lake.â
He curled his arm around my shoulders, pulled me in just a little, and I had this insane thought that we fit together like pieces of a puzzle. I liked his height compared to mine. He made me feel normal, when I often felt like a giant. He guided me over the uneven expanse of land thatled down to the lake. When we reached the bank, he didnât release his hold, and while I wouldnât admit it to him, I was grateful because suddenly nothing seemed solid beneath my feet.
I knew Iâd had too much alcohol too fast on a too-empty stomach. Snacks werenât nearly as abundant around here as the drinks.
âTake a deep breath,â Fletcher ordered.
I did, and I could smell the brine of the lake, the sweetness of the wildflowers, the dankness of the dirt, and Fletcher. His was an earthy fragrance, nothing artificial, all male. With his arm around me, he was overpowering my senses, until he was almost the only thing I was aware of.
âBetter?â he asked.
âYeah.â