bending down to hug her former kindergarten student.
It was as simple as talking to a child. Sarah understood;sometimes Emily hadnât. Youâve got to believe. There was always a way, and in this instance it was for Emily to book a flight to Boston. If Heather couldnât join her for Christmas, then sheâd go to Heather.
The fact that this answer now seemed so effortless unnerved her. The solution had been there from the first, but sheâd been so caught up in her sense of loss sheâd been blind to it.
Emily had the money for airfare. All she needed was to find a place to stay. Heather would be so surprised, she thought happily. In that instant Emily decided not to tell her, but to make it a genuine surpriseâa Christmas gift.
Emily reversed her earlier conviction. What couldâve been the worst Christmas of her life was destined to be the best!
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C harles Brewster, professor of history at Harvard, pinched the bridge of his nose as he stared at the computer. His eyes trailed to the clock in the corner of the screen to discover that it was three oâclock. Charles had to stop and calculate whether that was three in the afternoon or three at night. He often lost track of time, especially since he had an inner office without windows.
And especially since it was December. He hated the whole miserable monthâthe short days with darkness falling early, the snow, the distractedness of his students and colleagues. Christmas. He dreaded it each and every year. Cringed at the very mention of the holidays. Rationally he knew it was because of Monica, whoâd chosen Christmas Eve to break off their relationship. She claimed he was distant and inattentive, calling him the perfect example of the absentminded professor. Charles admitted she was probably right, but heâd loved her and been shocked when sheâd walked out on him.
Frowning now, Charles realized it was happening already.Christmas was coming, and once again heâd be forced to confront the memories and the bitterness. The truth was, he rarely thought of Monica anymore except at Christmas. He couldnât help it. Boston during December depressed him. In fact, he associated Christmas, especially Christmas in the city, with unhappiness and rejection. It was as if those emotions had detached themselves from Monica and just become part of the season itself.
Standing up, he strolled out of his office and noticed that all the other History Department offices were dark and empty. It must be three at night, then, which meant he hadnât eaten dinner yet. Funny, he distinctly remembered Mrs. Lewis bringing him a tuna sandwich and a cup of hot coffee. His assistant was thoughtful that way. On the other hand, that mightâve been the day before. Frankly, Charles no longer remembered. His stomach growled, and he rummaged through his desk drawers for a snack. He located a candy bar, eating it hungrily, with only the briefest consideration of how old it might be.
It was too late to head home now, Charles decided. If he left the building, Security would be on him so fast he wouldnât make it to the front door. Heâd have to haul out all his identification and explain why he was still here and⦠No, it was easier just to stay.
He returned his attention to his work. Heâd recently been contracted to write a textbook. Heâd agreed to a tight deadline because he knew it would help him get through the holidays. Now he wondered if heâd taken on too much.
The next time he glanced up from the computer, Mrs. Lewis had stepped into the office. âProfessor Brewster, were you here all night?â
Charles leaned back in his chair and rubbed his hand along his face. âIt seems I was.â
Shaking her head, she placed a cup of hot, black coffee on his desk.
He sipped it gratefully. âWhat day is this?â It was a question he asked oftenâso often that it didnât even cause the department
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