the last person I feel like talking to.â She paused, letting her words sink in. When she continued, her voice was lower like she wanted only me to hear what she was about to say.
âIâm going to apologize to Billy for what happened. I donât really think I did anything wrong, but I know he was upset.â She paused again. âIâm the kind of person who is willing to take responsibility when I do something that upsets someone else.â
The implication was that I wasnât. I didnât even bother to defend myself.
Brynn continued. âBilly just needed some time,â she said. âIâm sure weâre going to end up back together. I thought you should know.â
It was my turn to say something, but what could I have said?
Good luck. I hope it works out. Keep me posted.
There was nothing I could say that sheâd want to hear. I pressed my lips together in silence.
Apparently, Brynn interpreted my silence as smugness.
âYou know, just because you went out with Billy first doesnât mean you know him better than I do.â She scrunched her face up as she talked, which made her eyes seem smaller but wider than usual. She looked like a garden snake. âI guess youâve forgotten that the reason he broke up with you is because you cheated on him.â She practically spat the words at me. Then she turned and walked out of the bathroom.
And the award for most unlikeable former best friend goes to . . . Brynn Stephens.
9:42 p.m.
Text from Sophie
Sophie: Do you have an elf hat?
Me: Fresh out.
Me: ???
Sophie: Itâs for the assembly.
Me: Still fresh out.
Sophie: Iâll have to make one.
Me: Why donât you ask Santa to bring you one?
Sophie: No time. Need it tomorrow.
Me: Wish I could help. Sorry!
Me:
Sophie: Gaga to the rescue. She has green felt.
Sophie:
Thursday, December 4, 1:17 p.m.
Study Hall
Brynn is in the WORST MOOD.
Iâve been sitting here trying to figure out why. I thought maybe it had something to do with the assembly this morning.
SGA put on a skit to remind people to bring in toys for the holiday toy drive. Billy was Santa, Marcy Franklin was Mrs. Claus, and the rest of the student government reps were elves. Nothing happened in the skit that should have upset Brynn. I could see why sheâd be mad if Sophie had been Billyâs fictional wife, but that role went to Marcy, who is not only a senior but has also been dating Jeff Ingraham, another senior and SGA president, for the last two years.
I donât know why Brynnâs so upset, but sheâs sitting two rows in front of me, and I can literally sense her bad mood from where Iâm sitting. She keeps grabbing notebooks out of her backpack and shoving them back in. She actually grunted at one point, got up, and threw a mechanical pencil in the trash. I guess she pushed so hard she broke it.
The study hall monitor, Ms. Cunningham, asked if she was OK. Her response:
âGreat, just great.â
Which means sheâs anything but.
9:52 p.m.
Talked to Billy
Now I know why Brynn was in such a foul mood, and for a change, it wasnât because of anything I did. Billy told me that after the assembly, Brynn went up to him and asked if they could talk.
He told me Brynn said she was really sorry about what happened and wanted to know if they could get back together.
âWhat did you say?â I asked Billy.
âI told her I couldnât talk about it right then because I only had four minutes to change out of my Santa suit before my next class.â
I knew there was nothing funny about the situation, but I couldnât help smiling at the image of Brynn trying to have a serious conversation with Billy while he was wearing a red suit and fake beard.
âWhat happened next?â
âShe told me we didnât need to talk about it and that it was a simple
yes
or
no.
I told her it wasnât that simple, and she got mad.â He paused.