didnât matter because weâd soon be married. Of course I turned him down. Politely,â she added.
His eyes were cold again. âWhich he didnât, I assume, take well.â
âHe didnât take it at all. Iâve never known such a blockhead. He treated my every word as if I was playing a game.â
âIn the curâs defense, you had gone willingly to his rooms at night.â
âThatâs no common indication that a lady wishes to marry a man.â
As usual, her quick tongue had raced ahead of sense, and his dry âNoâ said volumes.
She tried to pull her right foot out of his hands, but he tightened his grip and parted her toes to clean between them. It suddenly looked and felt shockingly intimate.
âYou really shouldnât be doing that.â
âI can hardly summon a servant. What happened next?â
âI canât remember.â In part because her mind was slipping into misty distraction of a different sort. âIt all became very foolish, then very unpleasant.â
âAh. Tell me about the unpleasant part. I do note that you seem to be undressed.â
A wave of heat passed over her. It was probably turning even her toes red.
âHe didnât,â she assured him. âWe didnât. He simply wouldnât believe me. He knelt and protested that he adored me. That heâd cherish and take care of me. I didnât know what to do, so I told him that I couldnât marry him because my parents would never let me move far from Brideswell. Thatâs trueâyou know it isâand Iâd never do it anyway. Instead of giving up, he took that as a challenge and declared that we mustâ¦go to bed to force their hand.â
He looked at her, a steady question in his eyes.
âOf course we didnât! I keep telling you that, and I certainly told him. He was pleased, would you believe? Said it proved I was a virtuous lady despite my wild behavior. Then he decided that my staying there for the night would work just as well. In the early hours, heâd send a message to say that we wished to marry and had spent the night together. I told him my maid was waiting up and sheâd set off the alarm before then. It didnât shake him. Nothing I said could move him. This is all,â she said with a scowl, âa consequence of Father becoming the Earl of Marlowe. No one would act so idiotically with plain Miss St. Bride of Brideswell.â
âYou underestimate your charms.â
It was a dry statement, but Maraâs spirits perked. âReally? I have had many suitorsâbut none has lost his wits over me.â
âNot a single madman? No pale corpse laid to your account? How dreadful. So what then? How do you come to be without your gown?â
She supposed sheâd never had a hope of passing that by.
âHe took it off. I made an error and said Iâd escape. I donât think he believed me, but he insisted I take off my gown and shoes to, as he put it, prevent my putting myself in danger. I couldnât fight or scream without being discovered. You see that, donât you?â
âYes. What happened next?â
Mara decided to skip over the way Berkstead had looked at her corset, then kissed her in a slobbering way, before thrusting her into his bedroom.
âHe locked me in his bedroom,â she said.
âHow many floors up?â
âOnly one. And there were sheets for a rope.â
âAs you said, a blockhead.â
âFor not realizing Iâd escape, even shoeless and undressed?â
âFor not realizing that someone would kill him.â
Mara sat up straight. âNo duel!â
âYou have no say in this.â
âOh, yes, I do.â She dragged her foot out of his grasp. âWhen I heard Simon had fought a duel and almost died I knew they were an invention of the devil. I wonât have it, Dare. I wonât ! I couldnât bear to have you
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