overheads â all he needed was his formbook and a telephone; no office and no staff. I guessed, though, that since his recent run of winners, turnover must have trebled at least.
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When Lord Tintern showed me out, I got into my Audi outside the Jockey Club and joined the traffic creeping round Portman Square, heading for the M4 to go back to the office.
My thoughts flitted between interest in the job Iâd just been handed and excitement at seeing Emma again for the first time in over a year.
Sheâd gone off to the States soon after Iâd bought Nester from her, saying sheâd be back the following spring. But by autumn, she still hadnât reappeared; sheâd gone to spend most of the winter ski-ing in Colorado. I guessed, reluctantly, that there were other, unstated attractions there for her. I couldnât blame her for that; I hadnât told her how much Iâd wanted her to stay.
I had spent most of the two years before that with Laura Trevelyan, who had worked with my sister. Laura was neurotic, quick-witted, and one of the best-looking women on Vogue . But that relationship had ground to an inevitable and uncomfortable halt soon after Emma had left.
Emma had sent me a few postcards while she was away, asking after Nester and Baltimore and, as an afterthought, me. Iâd kept her up to date, but the most recent communication had been at Christmas in which sheâd asked only after the horses.
Now she was coming back.
Slowing for the perennial hold up on the M4 near Slough, I could summon up a vivid picture of how Emma had looked, fifteen months earlier at Janeâs stables.
Sheâd been wearing a pair of cream-coloured, stretch jodhpurs, uninterrupted by any panty lines, and a thin denim shirt, open just far enough to show the top of her lively breasts.
Her light auburn hair, damp and dishevelled, fell in ratâs tails around a peach-soft face and her large turquoise eyes gleamed with conspiratorial excitement. It would have taken a man of far steelier resolve than I not to fall under her spell. I remembered it as if it were yesterday . . .
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It had been a darkening afternoon in November when Iâd walked through the broad-arched gatehouse into Janeâs handsome stable-yard.
âIâm very sorry, Gerald, but thereâs absolutely no point in shouting at me.â I could hear a rare tremor in Janeâs voice. âThis horse will never race again and thatâs all there is to it.â
âThen youâll just have to shoot the bloody animal!â Gerald Tintern wasnât joking. That much was obvious from the pitch and vindictive edge in his normally mellow voice.
Iâd caught the sharp exchange over the howl of a damp wind which blustered unchecked from Salisbury Plain. Not far short of a gale, it shrieked through the old brick archway.
I took in the tableau in front of me: a horse as fit and strong as any Iâd seen â apart from a bulky dressing around its near forefoot â and three human figures, all apparently oblivious to the vortex of icy air whirling around the enclosed space.
Instinctively, I changed course, looking for cover from the weather and Lord Tinternâs anger. I knew Jane had seen me, and that she might have valued some moral support, but I kept my eyes down and walked quickly across to the office in one of the near corners of the yard.
I let myself in. It was another world in here; warm and quiet except for the murmur of a television in the corner. Even the acrid smell of the head ladâs cheap tobacco was welcoming. The sight of Lord Tinternâs daughter with her long legs dangling over the side of an old desk was positively exhilarating.
âHi, Si,â Emma said in her husky, lazy voice, and I grinned back at her, although up until now Iâd always hated being called âSiâ.
âWhatâs going on outside?â I asked. âYour father doesnât sound too