let go of me. I know thingsâabout who he is, about things heâs done.â
âWhat do you mean? What has your father done?â
Kyle just shook his head and looked away, suddenly evasive. Wally began to wonder if Kyleâs situation was more than she could handle. Had she made a mistake by letting him get started?
âYou know, Kyle, my boss will be in really soon. Maybe the best thingââ
âHow long would it usually take you to find someone?â he asked.
âUh . . . well, that depends,â she stammered a little, realizing that in his current state of mind, Kyle wasnât going to be happy with the answer. âFinding your birth mother could be difficult or it could be easy, but there are other issues to work out firstââ
âWhat issues do you mean?â Kyle asked. âYouâll find her for me, right?â
Wally hesitated, and Kyle saw it.
âIf your mother can be found, weâll find her,â Wally assured him, but she heard a twinge of hesitation in her own voice.
Kyle heard it too, and shot her a distrustful look.
âYou said thatâs what you do here.â
âYes, but thereâs a process to it. The idea is to bring people together in the right way, when theyâre ready for it to happen.â
More than half of the reunions between separated family members ended badly, even in the best of circumstances. From what Wally could tell, Kyleâs circumstances were complicated, maybe even explosive.
âBut I am ready,â Kyle said as if she were accusing him of something.
âYouâre in a rough place right now,â Wally said. âI get that. But you need to understand something: finding your birth mother wonât solve the problems youâre having at home. Things are going badly with your father, and youâre reaching out for something that feels like a solution. I get that, but you have some steps to take firstââ
âWhat are you talking about?â Kyle cut her off.
âThereâs a therapist we refer a lot of clients to, and sheâs really good. There are ways to get you into a safer living situation, also.â She could see that Kyle was struggling to understand what she was saying. âWe have strong connections at Social Services, plus some private groups that help out in these situations. A friend of mine is with the NYPD, so we canââ
âA cop? Why?â
âTo start with, I think that bruise on your face was made by a closed fist. Youâve described your father as dangerous and violent.â
Kyle was silent for a moment, his jaw clenched in anger.
âThis was a mistake,â he said, rising quickly to his feet. âIâm sorry I wasted your time.â
He headed for the door.
Wally felt a stab of panicâshe stood and went after him.
âPlease donât go,â Wally said. âThis is my fault. My boss will be here soon. . . . â She reached out and tried to hold Kyle by the arm, but he shrugged her off.
âForget everything I told you.â
Kyle rushed out of the office. Wally ran after him as he made his way down the hall.
âI promise we can help you, Kyle!â she called out, feeling desperate now.
But Kyle never looked back. Wally watched helplessly as he hurried down the main stairs and disappeared from view. Shit!
2 .
LEWIS DIDNâT ARRIVE UNTIL ALMOST NOON.
âHello, Wallis,â he said as he entered, his faint Australian accent lending him a jaunty, gentlemanly air. He hung his fedora and overcoat on the hat rack by the door. For a man somewhere in his late eightiesâhe refused to verify his exact ageâLewis was still strong and sharp. His taste in clothes had frozen in limbo somewhere in the early fifties; he always dressed like a detective in an old black-and-white Humphrey Bogart film.
Wally could almost feel herself radiating an aura of guilt.
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