âBut, according to the Indian way of looking at things, each race of man has a special place in this world. A special gift or job set for us by the Creator. Our task, the Indian task, is to protect the earth and all the plants and animals that live on the earth with us. Our special gift is knowing that all things on this earth are related. This is what my grandmother taught me.â
I had to think about that for a minute.
âIt all sounds really nice, Mom, but not really relevant in todayâs world.â
She took a deep breath. âRelevant? When did you start using such big words?â She stood up. âWhatâs relevant is the fact that youâve been suspended from school,â she continued. âI have to find something to do with you for three days next week while Iâm at work. So I want you to go to your room and listen toRoad Kill or Road Warriors or whatever their name is and let Bill and me talk about this.â
Bill again. Why did
he
always have to be involved?
I marched into my room and closed the door. Cranking up Road Warriors, I put on my headphones. I dove into the food Bill had left for me earlier like I hadnât eaten for a week. âDonât Hate Meâ rocked full blast in my head.
Chapter 4
Exiled
I stayed in my room while Mom and Bill talked about what to do. They didnât know that I could hear what they were saying through the air conditioning vent. She told him about my uncle Robert who lived on the reservation.
âRobert is a social worker for the Rocky Point Tribe,â Mom told Bill. âHeâs an experienced horseman and all-round outdoorsman. I have a feeling that he might have some ideas about how to help Danny.â
Bill agreed that Mom should call him, at least to see if he did have ideas.
When Saturday came, Mom said I was grounded and wouldnât be going to baseball practice. She and Bill had decided I would clean out the garage instead. While I was doing that, she called my dadâs brother, Robert,on the Rocky Point Reservation. They talked about me.
Then, that afternoon, when Bill came home after working half a day at the bank, he and Mom talked about me some more.
By the time the garage was clean, Iâd had enough. I couldnât stay on the sidelines while my future was being decided. I walked in on Mom and Bill in the middle of their talk.
âI want to know whatâs going on. I want to have a vote in what happens. Iâm old enough now.â
âAll right,â Mom said. âSit down.â
That was a surprise. I sat on the couch.
âRobert said this is an important time in your life,â she said. âYou are starting to make the change from boyhood to manhood. You need to go through a rite of passage to mark this change.â
âWhatâs a rite of passage? Iâve never heard of that.â
âItâs something you do to help you go from child to adult,â Mom said. âDifferent tribeshave different ways of doing that, Robert said. Itâs a kind of challenge you have to complete.â
That sounded a little scary. âWhat kind of challenge?â I asked.
âWeâll get to that. Your uncle holds a camp in the summer for American Indian teenagers for just that purpose. He invited you to come up this summer for the camp.â
âYou mean go to Montana?â
âThatâs right. You can stay with Robert and your cousins. Oh, and your grandma and grandpa live with them, too. You havenât seen any of them since you were little.â
Spend a couple of weeks in the middle of nowhere? How could they even think Iâd be okay with that?
âSounds like a terrible idea,â I said loudly.
âRobert wants you spend the summer with them so you can really find out about your tribal roots. He thinks it will also help you move on from the loss of your dad.â
âThe whole summer? Thatâs the worst torture I could imagine! You