Carolina was a strong and confident woman, but right now with him, she found herself feeling weak, fragile and tiny.
They spent a few more minutes caressing each other and JP looked at the clock saying he had a dinner appointment; she understood what he wanted to say to her and asked if she could take a quick shower before leaving, he said yes.
When she was passing from the bedroom into the bathroom, there was a key of a car on the top of the small wall separating the tub sink; she saw that the keys said the car brand.
It was from a Range Rover.
If Carolina was already in a state of trance with everything that was happening now she really was in shock and took a mere moment looking at the keys.
Would it be possible?! No, it couldn’t be...he is not...it’s not him for sure...
She had a quick shower, when she returned to the bedroom JP was still lying on the bed, filled with courage she lay down briefly to kiss him again on the chest, he had such a unique smell, so intoxicating, so good.
He caressed her body, touching gently her breasts saying:
“You have such sexy boobs.”
Continuing caressing along her body, repeating on her legs and thighs saying at the same time they were very sexy.
He finds me sexy – Thought Carolina feeling good with herself.
JP rose slightly to stand leaning on his elbow to look at Carolina in the eye and said:
"You know we had sex without protection right? You don’t know me but I'm clean I do tests regularly and I didn’t had sex for long and what about you?"
Invisible waves kept coming against Carolina, hitting her hard with this information in her mind. She was only able to say that she had no sex for long time, she had done tests afterwards and everything was fine.
Then he changed suddenly the subject, he knew he needed to lighten up the atmosphere as well:
"Am I too different from what you saw in the pictures I’ve sent you?"
Carolina could only shake her head as a no, she was speechless, she didn’t know why, she couldn’t speak to him, it was like her brain had stopped.
JP continued:
"I told you via message I would like to help you, tell me how can I make your life better?"
She was confused, Carolina’s remembered the messages, but never thought that he was really serious about it.
Not knowing what to answer him, because no man she had asked her something like that before, but she knew that men have to feel useful and validated for a woman.
However that made no sense, they wouldn’t probably see each other again so what was the point?! Was he trying to figure out if she's desperate for something in particular or if she is a gold digger?!
"I'm a man who knows a lots of people, I can help you, just let me know what do you need"
Insisted JP trying to convince Carolina to open her mouth and say something.
She knew she needed to answer something, but she didn’t know what. She ended up only thanking him and promised to let him know if she needed anything she would ask him for help.
For her surprise he added:
"I would like to see you again; I want to be with you 3-4 times a week. Are you available for me? How about meeting again this Saturday?"
Carolina was far from finding that this date would have a second one, this is the strangest date ever, she was astounded by JP’s proposal, she could only say to him:
"I would love too."
She got up from the bed, still trembling from the great sex they just had. She was still having this unexplained feeling provoked by his presence that made her feel vulnerable, exposed and tiny.
She just wanted him not to notice how she felt that moment, avoiding eye contact she dressed without looking at him, trying to focus on her task.
Once finished, she was ready to leave, he came next to her looking her in the eyes and kissing her lips, she instinctively put his hand behind his neck lacing his fingers in his hair kissing him back and saying to him without knowing why :
"Thank you"
He replied
"I hope you enjoyed"
She said a
David Dalglish, Robert J. Duperre