thighs. At this moment, Béa stood in the middle of the living room wearing sea-green silk day pajamas with flappy elbowlength sleeves, feet bare on the plum-colored carpet beneath the immense flares of the pants. She began to pace up and down the room, trailing wisps of Jicky perfume behind her.
âYou mean you left just like that, without a word to anyone? You didnât give your name? You donât know the guyâs name? You didnât even say where you found him? Do you have any idea what youâre telling me?â
âI donât know what it was,â said Gerfaut. âAll of a sudden I was sick of it. Everything was just pissing me off. Itâs a feeling I get now and then.â
He was sitting on a leather-and-canvas sofa with decorative strapping. He had been there for just a few minutes. He had taken off his jacket and tie and undone his shoelaces. In pants and shirt, his collar open and his shoes loose, he sank back into the couch, a glass of Cutty Sark loaded with ice cubes and drowned in Perrier precariously balanced on his left knee, a Gitane filter in the corner of his mouth, and sweat stains at each armpit. Vaguely perplexed, he had an urge to laugh.
âSick of it?â protested Béa. âPissed off?â
âLook, I just wanted to get out of there.â
âWhat a dope!â
âThat,â said Gerfaut, âis quite beside the point.â
âAbsolutely not. What must they have thought? You show up with a car-accident victim and then you run off. Tell me this, what are they supposed to think?!â
âHe could explain it himself. Anyway, screw it.â
âWhat if he didnât know what happened to him? What if he was in shock? Or dead?â
âStop shoutingâyouâll wake the kids up.â It was past four in the morning.
âIâm not shouting!â
âAll right, but you donât have to be so damn rude.â
âYou mean assertive.â
âNo, I mean rude!â
âLook whoâs shouting now!â
Gerfaut picked up his glass and forced himself to drain it slowly without taking a breath, his Gitane filter clasped upright between thumb and right index finger, filter downward on account of a long cylinder of ash that was threatening to fall on the floor, there being no ashtray to hand.
âListen,â he said, when he had finished the drink, âweâll think it all over tomorrow. I havenât killed anybody, I did what I had to do, and more than likely weâll never hear any more about it.â
âFor Godâs sake!â
âBéa, please. Tomorrow, okay?â
His wife seemed about to explode. Or, possibly, to burst out laughingâfor, despite appearances, Béa was not what you would call a nag or a ball buster: as a rule she was outgoing and self-assured. After a moment, she turned away in silence and disappeared into the kitchen. The ash of Gerfautâs Gitane fell onto the carpet. He got up and stamped on it, rubbing, spreading, erasing its traces with his shoe, then went over to the Sanyo stereo and began very quietly playing Shelley Manne with Conte Candoli and Bill Russo. Recrossing the room, he crushed his cigarette out in an alabaster ashtray, which he took back with him to the sofa, then he sat down again and lit another Gitane filter with his Criquet lighter. The quadraphonic speakers softly dispensed soft music. Gerfaut smoked and contemplated the living room, only a portion of whose lighting, the dimmest, was on at present. An elegant penumbra consequently enveloped the armchairs and matching sofa; the coffee table; the off-white plastic cubes bearing a cigarette box, a scarlet plastic lamp in the form of a mushroom, and recent issues of LâExpress, Le Nouvel Observateur, Le Monde, Playboy (American edition), LâÃcho des Savanes, and other periodicals; the record cabinets containing four or five thousand francsâ worth of classical, opera,