âIâll get it later.â
She sat back down, in Billâs chair this time which was closer to Heatherâs. âYou know Grace thinks you donât like her.â
âShe could be right.â
âYou donât mean that.â
Heather propped her hands over her belly. âWhat I really donât like is the person Grace is becoming. Sheâs turning into a user. And youâre not only facilitating the transformation, Karla, youâre encouraging it. Youâve got to let go. How is Grace ever going to learn that if she falls she can get up under her own power if youâre always waiting around to pick her up? Youâre denying her any sense of accomplishment from doing something herself.â
âWow, thatâs quite a speech. How long have you been working on it?â
âDonât you dare use that superior-sounding, condescending voice on me. Itâs not a speech, itâs a fact.â
Karla backed off fighting the need to defend herself. âAll right. So what do you think I should have done about the car?â When Heather started to answer, Karla held up her hand to stop her. âWait a minute. Before you say anything, you should know Grace checked into having the old one fixed and it was going to cost more than it was worth. Also, if she canât get to auditions she canât get a job. Without a job she canât pay her rentâlet alone car payments.â
âWhat would you have done if you were faced with the same circumstances?â
The question took Karla by surprise. âThatâs beside the point.â
âWhy?â
âGrace isnât me.â
âAnd why is that?â
Karla hated losing ground in any argument, let alone one to Heather. âDo you really want to get into a discussion about birth order?â
âThatâs a cop-out and you know it. Grace being the youngest has nothing to do with this. She canât take care of herself because you wonât let her.â
Karla got up again. âIâm sorry I ever told you about the car.â
âYou had to. At least you had to tell us about it or come up with some other reason for cutting short your visit.â Heather stood now, too. âThatâs another thing that pisses me off. Grace gets to see you whenever she wants. She snaps her âpoor little meâ fingers and youâre there before her crocodile tears are dry. I get you once a year, twice if Iâm really lucky. Itâs been ten months since you were here last and yet she sees nothing wrong in summoning you to L.A. even when she knows it means you have to cut days off your visit with me.â
This was not the time to point out that the road between their houses ran both ways. âWould it help if I promise to try to make it back for Christmas?â They hadnât spent a Christmas together in six years.
âAnd how are you going to manage that?â
âI donât know, Iâll figure something out.â With Halloween and Thanksgiving to get through yet, Christmas seemed a lifetime away.
âIâd love it. But you know what Iâd like even more? If you could be here when the babyâs born.â
âMe, too, but I donât think youâd love how long you had to stay in labor for me to get here in time.â
âYou couldââ She shook her head. âNever mind. Get through your month with Anna first, and then weâll talk about it.â
âSpeaking of AnnaâI know you have your mind made up about having her come to live with you, but I wish youâd reconsider.â Karla had hoped that by going to Annaâs herself she would take the burden of responsibility off of Heather. But Heather was convinced that in the end Annaâs care should fall to the person who loved her most, and neither Karla nor Grace could lay claim to that position.
âI know you do, but my mindâs made up. I canât
Desiree Holt, Cerise DeLand
Robert A HeinLein & Spider Robinson