in the hospital. All alone.â
Right. Alone because one after the other sheâd pissed off the friends she and their father had once had. Alone because she hadnât been able to hold a job for years. Thinking about her mother made Evie furious and unbearably sad at the same time. Talking to her was even worse. And seeing her?
âNo way.â Evie looked down at the pile of audio scripts, sitting on her desk, deadline looming. At her to-do list that only seemed to grow longer, no matter how much got checked off. âCome on, Ginger, I canât take time off right now. This exhibit is my first. It has to be great. Itâs opening in three weeks, and there is still so much to do. I promise as soon as Iâm done, the very minute it opens, I will pitch in.â
âPitch in?â There was a long silence. Then Ginger sniffed, and Evie realized she was crying.
âGinger?â
âI donât want you to pitch in, â Ginger said, her voice a harsh rasp. âI want you to take charge.â
âI will. I will.â
âAnd not in three weeks. Now.â
âButââ
âSurely youâre not the only person who works over there. No one is irreplaceable.â
âI . . . I just canât. Iâm sorry.â
âSorry? Sorry? Sorry doesnât cut it. I have a life, too. In case youâve forgottenââGingerâs voice spiraled upââIâm taking classes. The paralegal certification exam is in four weeks. Ben is working two jobs. Lisaâs got dance classes and soccer practice. And . . . and . . .â Ginger blew her nose. âAnd why is it that every time, every fucking time she crashes, Iâm the one who has to drop everything?â
There was a knock at Evieâs door, and Nick stuck his head in. He pointed to his watch. The voice-over actors must have arrived, which meant the meter was tickingâthey charged for their time whether the script was ready or not.
Evie put up her hand, fingers splayed. Five minutes. Nick nodded and disappeared.
Ginger was saying, ââcanât do it, Evie. Not this time. Iâm tapped out. Completely tapped out. Itâs your turn. Iâm sorry, but this time you donât have the luxury of cutting her off unless youâre planning to cut me off, too.â
In the silence that followed, Evie could hear the massive schoolhouse clock behind her desk tick-tick-ticking. The last time sheâd seen her mother, theyâd arranged to meet for brunch at Sarabethâs in Manhattan, halfway between Evieâs Brooklyn apartment and her motherâs house at the edge of the Bronx. They were supposed to meet at noon. When Mom hadnât shown up, and hadnât shown up, Evie had tried calling her. No answer at home. No answer on her motherâs cell.
As minutes ticked by, Evie had gone from being furious with her mother, late as usual, to being hysterical and in tears, imagining the worst as she tried to flag a taxi to take her to Higgs Point. Good luck with that. Three cabs refused before she snagged one that would.
When she got to the house, her mother was passed out in front of the TV. âI must have lost track of time,â she said when Evie finally managed to rouse her. Later, as Evie made an omelet, she caught her mother sneaking some vodka into her orange juice. Sheâd tried to talk to her mother about her drinking, but her mother flat-out denied it, like she always had. Evie was the delusional one, sheâd insisted, then screamed at Evie for butting in and trying to run her life.
On the bus and subway ride home, Evie had seethed with anger. That was it, she promised herself. Never again. If her mother couldnât stop drinking long enough to get herself to Manhattan for a lunch date with her daughter, wouldnât even admit that she drank, then to hell with her. Evie was finished. Finished taking care of her. Finished talking