defeated. âI wanted my drink before they closed.â
âAnd I told you to wait, and come next week with Elliot.â
I busy myself tidying up the bags of popcorn on the counter, trying to avoid the conversation.
âBut I always have it on Thursday,â he says, tears in his eyes.
âFine,â she says, throwing her hand into her purse. âGet him a large of whatever he wants,â she says to me.
âAh, heâs already paid,â I tell her.
âThen whereâs his drink?â she asks, looking at me like Iâm stupid.
âUm, my colleague just went out to get strawberries because ââ
âOh, I donât have time for this,â she says, grabbing his arm. âCome on, Sammy. Weâll come back tomorrow.â
âNo! Only Tuesday and Thursday!â
The mother glares at me and I feel stuck.
âSammy, mate,â I say, âIâm really sorry, but weâre out of strawberries. Can we make you a Berry Bravo tomorrow?â
âNo! No! No! Supposed to be on Tuesday and Thursday!â
By now, his voice has gotten louder and his mother looks even more frustrated.
âOh God,â she says. âPeople are looking.â
âMy colleagueâll only be a few minutes,â I tell her.
âShe better be,â she snaps. âWhat kind of juice bar doesnât have any fruit?â
I shrug helplessly and turn around to see Dionne running down to the store just as the tantrum reaches its peak.
She quickly washes the strawberries and makes his drink. I hand it to him.
Heâs immediately placated.
âThat mum was some piece of work,â I tell her after they leave. âShe left him alone to try on clothes, and then she didnât want him to have his drink because she was in a rush.â
âSome people shouldnât have children,â she says scornfully.
When I get home, I see that nothing has changed. The lights are off and the curtains are still drawn. The TV blares from the living room, but sheâs not watching. I try not to think of the energy cost.
I switch on the kitchen lights and see there are two empty yoghurt tubs in the bin. At least sheâs eaten something.
I check the messages on the answering machine. Thereâs one from her boss, asking if sheâs ready to come back. âYouâve had a lot of time off,â the lady says cheerfully. âWe miss you.â
I make a mental note to think up another excuse. Meditation retreat in Bali?
Inside her room, Mum is in her usual spot, sitting on the bed, staring at the wall.
âIâm home,â I tell her.
âHow was work?â she asks, not moving.
âGood,â I answer.
âGood,â she says, nodding. âGood, good.â
I kiss her goodnight and go to bed.
But I donât sleep. Things are far from good.
Tammi
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âDo you know what sucks?â my best friend, Lauren, asks from her seat at the table, her too-short skirt riding up her thighs. âThe HSC starts two days after my eighteenth. Iâll probably rock up to the English exam hungover or still high, and I wonât even have anyone to brag about it to because everyone will be paying attention to their stupid studies so they can get a stupidly good ATAR and get into a stupid university and live stupid successful lives.â
âTake a breath, ranty,â Ryan says, leaning over to grab a handful of her chips. âAnd maybe buy a thesaurus. If I were you Iâd bemore worried about failing English because the only describing word you know is âstupidâ.â
âItâs called an adjective, you