obscurely.
Miles gave up. He steered the bike into the parking lot. âLet go, please,â he said. The dead girl let go. He got off the bike and turned around. Heâd been wondering just exactly how sheâd managed to sit behind him on the bike, and he saw that she was sitting above the rear tire on a cushion of her horrible, shiny hair. Her legs were stretched out on either side, toes in black combat boots floating just above the asphalt, and yet the bike didnât fall over. It just hung there under her. For the first time in almost a month, Miles found himself thinking about Bethany as if she were still alive: Bethany is never going to believe this. But then, Bethany had never believed in anything like ghosts. Sheâd hardly believed in the school dress code. She definitely wouldnât have believed in a dead girl who could float around on her hair like it was an anti-gravity device.
âI can also speak fluent Spanish,â Gloria Palnick said.
Miles reached into his back pocket for his wallet, and discovered that the pocket was full of dirt. âI canât go in there,â he said. âFor one thing, Iâm a kid and itâs five in the morning. Also I look like I just escaped from a gang of naked mole rats. Iâm filthy.â
The dead girl just looked at him. He said, coaxingly, â You should go in. Youâre older. Iâll give you all the money Iâve got. You go in and Iâll stay out here and work on the poem.â
âYouâll ride off and leave me here,â the dead girl said. She didnât sound angry, just matter of fact. But her hair was beginning to float up. It lifted her up off Milesâs bike in a kind of hairy cloud and then plaited itself down her back in a long, businesslike rope.
âI wonât,â Miles promised. âHere. Take this. Buy whatever you want.â
Gloria Palnick took the money. âHow very generous of you,â she said.
âNo problem,â Miles told her. âIâll wait here.â And he did wait. He waited until Gloria Palnick went into the 7-Eleven. Then he counted to thirty, waited one second more, got back on his bike and rode away. By the time heâd made it to the meditation cabin in the woods back behind Bethanyâs motherâs house, where he and Bethany had liked to sit and play Monopoly, Miles felt as if things were under control again, more or less. There is nothing so calming as a meditation cabin where long, boring games of Monopoly have taken place. Heâd clean up in the cabin sink, and maybe take a nap. Bethanyâs mother never went out there. Her ex-husbandâs meditation clothes, his scratchy prayer mat, all his Buddhas and scrolls and incense holders and posters of Che Guevara were still out here. Miles had snuck into the cabin a few times since Bethanyâs death, to sit in the dark and listen to the plink-plink of the meditation fountain and think about things. He was sure Bethanyâs mother wouldnât have minded if she knew, although he hadnât ever asked, just in case. Which had been wise of him.
The key to the cabin was on the beam just above the door, but he didnât need it after all. The door stood open. There was a smell of incense, and of other things: cherry ChapStick and dirt and beef jerky. There was a pair of black combat boots beside the door.
Miles squared his shoulders. I have to admit that he was behaving sensibly here, finally. Finally. Becauseâand Miles and I are in agreement for onceâif the dead girl could follow him somewhere before he even knew exactly where he was going, then there was no point in running away. Anywhere he went sheâd already be there. Miles took off his shoes, because you were supposed to take off your shoes when you went into the cabin. It was a gesture of respect. He put them down beside the combat boots and went inside. The waxed pine floor felt silky under his bare feet. He looked