promptly filled.
An hour later they were sitting in a taxi, speaking to each other for the first time since the argument theyâd had before leaving home.
âCan you explain to me why we spend any time with those people?â said Max.
Katriina was staring straight ahead. She was drunk â tonight maybe more than usual â and at first Max wondered whether sheâd even heard what he said.
After a moment she told him, âBecause people spend time with each other, Max. Itâs perfectly normal.â
She sounded tired and resigned. Max should have stopped there, but he couldnât resist. Heâd had a whisky with Stefan and was feeling rowdy.
âSure, but Iâm talking about those specific people. We have nothing in common with them. Okay, maybe with Risto and Tuula, but not all the others ⦠Take Stefan, for example. I swear, if he starts telling me one more time about some fucking peninsula off Borneo, Iâm going to strangle him. Do you know what he said to me tonight? That I should start doing yoga so Iâd have a better sex life.â
Katriina giggled.
âFor a man who spends his time researching the subject, youâre surprisingly sceptical about everything that has to do with sex,â she said, putting her hand between his legs.
Max glanced at the cab driver, wondering if heâd noticed. The driver was in his forties. Heâs probably been driving in Helsinki long enough to have seen just about everything, thought Max. Then he tried looking at himself and Katriina from the driverâs perspective: yet another unhappy, spoiled, middle-aged couple who hate each other and start bickering the moment they get in the cab.
âWhy do people have such a hard time understanding that my research has nothing to do with sex? I only published one study on it, and that was almost twenty years ago.â
âA study that set the course for your whole career. You really should be more grateful,â said Katriina.
âIâm just saying that this is the last time Iâm going to one of these dinner parties,â he told her, without much conviction. He knew it wasnât true. In a couple of weeks theyâd probably be on their way home in a cab once again, having attended yet another party at the home of some friends.
For a moment neither of them spoke. Suddenly Katriina asked her husband: âDo you know if Eva has a boyfriend?â
Max was staring out of the window. âHow should I know?â
âItâs just that Iâm worried about her.â
Max laughed.
âWhy are you laughing?â
âBecause she said the very same thing about you.â
âAbout me?â
âYes, she said she was worried about you. âDad, I think Mum is depressed.â Why do you have to tell her all your troubles? Why does she need to hear about your problems?â
âI donât tell her my problems!â
âSo explain to me, why is it that youâre depressed?â
âJust because I like to phone my children, it doesnât have to be something pathological. When did you talk to her?â
âI donât know. Day before yesterday.â
âShe called you?â
âCalled me? Yes, she did.â
He knew this was going to upset Katriina. Eva never called her. But that wasnât so strange, since she knew that her mother would phone sooner or later.
They didnât speak for the rest of the taxi ride. But once they got home and were brushing their teeth, Max went over to Katriina to explain things further. He hated not being allowed to make his point. She would simply fall silent and go and hide in the bathroom. But she pushed him away.
âI donât want to hear it. Iâm tired and Iâm going to bed.â
For an hour he sat on the living-room sofa in the dark, looking out at the rain. He poured himself a whisky, and then another, and when heâd finished his second drink he got up to
Marvin J. Besteman, Lorilee Craker