Only when he had stepped up onto the wood and kicked mud from his boots did he glance back to check on Shepardâs progress.
The man had stopped a dozen feet back.
âJames?â he said.
Shepardâs face had gone slack and he stared eastward with wide eyes, bent slightly forward to manage the weight of his pack. Heâd been pale before, but now he looked dreadfully sick. He blinked, coughed lightly, and then set off into a deeper fit of coughing that bent him double. The old soldier let his pack slip from his back and fall into the mud.
Jack dropped his own pack on the boardwalk and ran to Shepardâs side.
âWhat is it, James?â he asked, gripping the manâselbow. âYouâre all right. Try to catch your breath.â
Shepard was shaking, his skin hot, and blood freckled his lips and chin. Heâd been ill almost ever since Jack had known him, but he had never seen the older man looking so frail.
âJames?â he said again, softly.
James nodded and took several long, steadying breaths. He stared to the east, wheezing and coughing some more, eyes watering the entire time. Still bent double, hands on his knees, he gestured with a nod.
âIs that it, boy? Is that the pass?â
Jack turned to see that the mist had thinned, providing a clearer view of the nearby hills. It might be August, but they were in Alaska, and to the east white walls of ice rose up from the land like the forbidding landscape in a dream of endless winter. The gap in the ice, visible only as a shadow from here, was the Chilkoot Pass. The trail that would take them to Dawson City began at the foot of those frozen cliffs.
Even from this distance Jack could make out the dark line of men and horses trekking up the Chilkoot Trail toward the forbidding passâmen with dreams of gold, and the Tlingit Indians making their own fortunes just getting the stampeders and their gear over the mountains.
Shepard started coughing again, and this time when he wiped at his lips, Jack saw a larger smear of blood.
It did not bode well. Dark thoughts of resentment and frustration flitted at the edges of Jackâs mind, but he pushed them away. They had made a pact, the two of them, and Jack London always kept his word.
He put a hand on Shepardâs shoulder. âIâll help you every step of the way. Iâll get you there, so help me God, or else weâll share an icy grave. And I donât mean to die, so that means weâll both have our stake on the Klondike come spring, and bring back a pile.â
At last able to breathe evenly, Shepard gently pushed Jackâs hand away.
âIâve been a fool,â he said, words burning with a fury obviously reserved for himself. âI wonât allow you to become one.â
âJames,â Jack said, âyouâve come all this way.â
âYes, and now I have to go all that way.â He looked again at the pass, eyes wide. And even as he watched, Jack saw Jamesâs expression change from fear to resignation to sorrow and regret.
Shepard slowly stood upright. He shouldered his pack, taking deep breaths. And finally he turned his back on the frozen mountains.
âIâve got to get back to the beach before the Umatilla sails for home,â Shepard said. âIâll bring your love to Eliza and your mother.â
Jack said nothing. Shepard would clearly brook no argument.
âIâve invested a great deal in this journey,â the old soldier went on. âMore than money, you understand? Every wish Iâve ever made. Iâm leaving them all here with you, and I expect you to carry them to Dawson and beyond. Donât let me down, boy.â
Jack shook his head. âOf course I wonât.â
âSee you donât,â Shepard said. And with that he left, trudging back through half-frozen mud toward the shore, leaving Jack with all their supplies and equipment and enough determination for both of