failed Henry in that respect struck her to the heart.
âIâd lay odds that youâre not.â Phoebeâs face brightened. âAnd I know how you can find out for sure.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âCome with me tonight to the Widowsâ Auction.â Scooting her chair closer, Phoebe glanced furtively out the open door, then lowered her voice. âItâs held at the Mayfair Bachelorsâ Club every year. Respectable widows offer themselves in an auction for one night of. . . well. . . passion. The bachelors bid and the widows receive three-quarters of the auction price. The other quarter goes to the club.â
Isobelâs shock knew no bounds. âYouâre not. . . You donât mean toââ
âOh, I certainly do. Iâve done it before, you know. At last yearâs auction, I met the most marvelousââ She broke off with a smile. âLetâs just say that once youâve enjoyed the sweets, itâs difficult to abstain. And Mr. Chambers has been dead quite a while.â
âBut, Phoebe, I know youâve had men interested in marriage.â
âYes, but I donât want another husband, just a little. . . er. . . taste of pleasure from time to time. For all his faults, Mr. Chambers could lay out a feast for a famished woman, and I miss that.â
Isobel gnawed on her lower lip. She didnât know what the feast was like. She hadnât even realized until this moment that there might be a feast at all. âWhat about your reputation and your future?â
âThe auction is entirely anonymous. The women are masked, and no man may remove a womanâs mask without her permission. Otherwise the widows would balk at participating every year. It allows the gentlemen to have their fun, and the women to supplement their incomeââ
âYou mean, to sell themselves like whores.â
Phoebe shrugged. âIf you wish to see it that way. I donât. They donât make a profession out of it. Some of the women even give the money to charity. And itâs not as if they have any virtue to lose.â A pleading note entered her voice. âItâs just one night for a lonely woman, Bella. One night of pleasure free from any dire consequences.â
âOh? What about the possibility of children?â she snapped.
Phoebe flashed her a smug smile. âThere are ways to prevent that.â
And she hadnât known? Oh, but why should she? Henry had wanted children. That had been his primary reason for marrying her. It had been one of her great regrets that sheâd been as unable to give him a son as his previous two wives.
With a saucy tilt of her head, Phoebe surveyed Isobel critically. âYou could do it, too, you know. For a night with you, a man would pay substantially. With that mass of blond hair and your rosy lips and fine formââ
âI am not putting myself up for auction to the highest bidder! Iâm certainly not spending the evening in the bed of a perfect stranger.â
Still, the idea of being desired by a gentleman just for her body and naught else had a strangely enticing appeal.
Oh, Lord, how could she even think it? It was the most wicked thing sheâd ever heard of!
Phoebe tsked at her. âYou canât go all your life moldering away in your lonely town house. Youâre barely twenty-seven. It would be a crime for a woman like you to never truly experience the pleasures of the flesh.â
âThereâs no guarantee that the man who bids on me will be any better able to show me. . . um. . . the pleasure of the flesh than Henry was.â
âTrue, but theyâre all experienced gentlemen or they wouldnât participate. It takes a jaded man to bid on a widow when he could simply pay a common whore. These are men who find excitement in pleasing a woman whoâs been long