that airplane.â
âYou could come with us.â He dangled the bait. âA week on the beach. No phone, no internet . . .â
âJust what Tana needs, more Âpeople horning in on his honeymoon.â
âIâm not horning in. Iâm staying in the guesthouse clear across the island. Besides, you told me I should hole up in October.â
âI meant a month on the space station, or dogsledding to the South Pole. Not tagging along with your brother and his bride.â
âTheyâll never even know Iâm there.â
âPfft. Youâll get lonely and start pestering them after twenty minutes.â
She might be right. A solitary week reading scripts and watching the Pacific sunset sounded idyllic a month ago, when he was humping rocket launchers through steaming jungle and deadlifting bodies into helicopters.
But once his latest film wrapped and he got back to L.A., all that alone time started to hang heavy.
Em muscled him into his chair. The head table was empty at the moment, the bride and groom still with the photographer. Propping her butt on the edge, she looked him in the eye.
When she spoke, her tone was softer and gentler than usual. âYouâll be fine. Tanaâs still your little brother. Youâre not going to lose him.â
Sometimes Em saw too damn much.
âYou and Tana,â she said, âare closer than any two Âpeople I know. Nobody can come between you. And itâs got to be obvious even to a bonehead like you that Sasha doesnât want to. She likes you.â
âI like her too.â And he couldnât deny that she encouraged Tana to hang out with him. It wasnât her fault his brother preferred her company most of the time. The guy was gone for her.
âI know youâre used to having Tana to yourself,â Em said. âJetting off to Vegas or Miami or New York on a whim. Taking armfuls of women to the island instead of a wife and a boring pile of scripts. But Kota, come on, youâre thirty-Âfive next month.â
Ouch. âThirty-Âfiveâs not old.â
âNo, but itâs mature, or it should be.â She cocked her head. âI think a week alone is just what you need. You can clear your head. Think about what comes next.â
Which was exactly the problem. He didnât want to think about what came next.
Desperation made him reckless. âIâll give you a month off when we get back.â
Her smile was sad. âThatâs bullshit. You wouldnât last a day in L.A. without me. And besides, Iâve got plans with Jackie this week.â
âBring her along.â Talk about reckless; Jackie drove him nuts.
âI canât. Weâre Houston bound. Sheâs finally going to tell her parents.â
He snorted. âTheyâll probably shoot you. Best case, theyâll stick you in separate bedrooms. No sex all week.â
âMaybe. But I can go without sex for a week. Youâll be chasing the sheep around the island.â
He smiled, as sheâd meant him to. âYouâve got a sick mind, Em. Thatâs why I love you.â
âI love you too,â she said. And with a bracing shoulder punch to offset the mushiness, she left him to fend for himself.
No easy feat once the happy Âcouple arrived.
âCongratulations,â Kota made himself say, earning an Oscar nomination. Not that he wasnât happy for them. He was. It was himself he was miserable for.
âThanks, man.â Tanaâs eyes, the same changeable blue as Kotaâs, crinkled at the corners when he grinned.
Tana pulled out Sashaâs chair, settling her like a princess on a throne before taking his place beside her.
Kota leaned forward to see around his brotherâs big frame. âSasha, sweetheart, youâre the prettiest bride to ever walk down the aisle.â
âOh, Kota.â A fat teardrop leaked from one emerald eye. âThank you.