he managed. His voice sounded weak to his own ears. âWait two months.â
Paul looked frustrated. âAnd then?â
The idea popped straight into his head and exploded with the force of a skyrocket. Buddy said, âIâve decided to sell the ridgeline.â
Both his son and his wife gaped at him. âWhat?â
âTomorrow. Those developers were back again yesterday. They want to build a hotel.â
âBut, honey.â Mollyâs voice sounded as weak as his own. âYouâve always said that was for our retirement.â
The ridgeline was a strip of land Buddy had bought soon after his first son was born. The bank had offered their employees low-interest mortgages, which had been a relatively cheap way for the bank to ensure employee stability. Instead of using the money to buy a larger home, however, Buddy had purchased the ridgeline from an aging farmer. The land totaled almost forty acres and overlooked the town and the interstate. Every year or so, some developer approached him with another deal.
âItâs time to sell, thatâs all. Weâll still have the cash.â Buddy kept his eyes on his son. It was easier than meeting Mollyâs troubled gaze. âWait two months. If you still want to go ahead, Iâll lend you the money interest free.â
Molly asked quietly, âWhatâs wrong, honey?â
He could not put her off any longer. And he owed Paul that much, dashing his sonâs hopes as he had. âNothing I can put my finger on. Nothing I can give any name to. But Iâve had the feeling for more than two weeks now that something is going to happen. Something bad.â
There. It was finally out in the open. Words to clothe the rising dread. âSomething awful,â he went on, âan economic downturn or cyclical correction. I know everything looks rosy right now. And I feel like a fool for being so worried. But I am.â
Buddy studied each of their faces in turn. âI have the strongest feeling that weâre headed into the worst recession any of us has ever experienced.â
He sighed with sudden release. The act of speaking had eased the pressure as inexplicably as Paulâs announcement had brought it on. He steeled himself for their criticism.
Yet the ensuing quiet held none of the condemnation Buddy had feared. In fact, his sonâs face seemed to clear up and relax. Even Mollyâs concern eased.
Paul said, âIt makes sense, Pop.â
âIt certainly does,â Molly agreed.
Both of the men looked at her in surprise. Molly dropped her gaze. âOh, I donât know the first thing about economics, but youâd be surprised what people say to a quiet person. Maybe they think theyâre safe, that I donât understand or wonât repeat what I hear. And theyâre right. But I do hear things, and what I hear I take in. There isnât a single woman in my Bible study who isnât worried about money. Not one.â
âIt sure is strange,â Paul agreed. âPeople have good jobs; theyâre making good money. But everybodyâs afraid.â
âThey buy things they donât want,â Molly continued in her quiet way. âThey go into debt and hate themselves for it.â
âAs if they canât control their own actions,â Paul added.
âOr they sense that something is happening and feel powerless to do anything,â Molly agreed. âRunning faster and faster after something theyâll never have.â
Buddy stared at his wife in absolute astonishment. âOf all the things I might have expected you to say, this would have been the last.â
âPeople are frightened of tomorrow,â Molly said.
âI am too,â Paul confessed. âIâve put it down to nerves over starting another store. Like you said, Pop, everything seems to be fine. But what my mind says and what my heart tells me are two very different