same distance ahead. Maddening. Hewas exhausted as it wasâno sleep all night and then all that work, all the suffering heâd witnessed. Plus heâd missed his midday mealâand that was the most hearty meal of the day. He was in no mood for her shenanigans. He shouted to her to wait.
âDonât shout, you ass.â
Don Giovanni stopped. An old crone stood in the doorway arch to a home that had crumbled behind her.
âHas the devil got you? That girlâs busy. Every decent personâs busy. But even if she wasnât, she wouldnât stop for the likes of you.â She held her kerchief tight under her chin with one hand, and with the other she pointed a mud-caked finger at him. âWhereâd you steal those clothes? Are there more, thief?â
âIâm Don Giovanni, old fool.â
âOh, Don Giovanni,â she said in mock humility. âA visit from Don Giovanni. Iâm not worthy of this honor.â
âYour sarcasm is outrageous.â Despite his indignant words, he realized the womanâs impression made sense. If the girl had seen him, which he wasnât even sure of, she must have taken him for a ruffian in gentlemanâs clothes. He should go home and wash himself, rest his weary body. Every drop of energy drained away just like that. His spirit wept from exhaustion.
Don Giovanni walked back to his castle, eyes on the ground so he wouldnât see the faces of those who called for help. He was too tired to be of use.
It was evening when he got home. The servants werenowhere around. Well, that was all right. They should have asked permission, it was true. But he would have given it. They were caring for their kinsfolk, no doubt.
He walked through the large hall where the party had taken place. No one had cleaned up.
When he was a child, his maidservant taught him strict rules about touching food. He always used the very tips of his fingers. And he dipped them afterward in a bowl of water that she would hold. Scented water: lemon in summer, clove in winter. He never licked his fingers. But in this moment he didnât even know where a clean bowl could be found. He stood by the table and ate, then licked his fingers clean. It felt oddly daring.
He stripped off his dirty clothes and kicked them into a pile. They were beyond help. Heâd tell Betta to burn them. There was no one to bring him water for a scrubbing. But there were pitchers of wine on the table. He bathed in marsala, and slept in the haze of intoxication.
In the morning, he rang the bell for his personal manservant, Lino. No one came. Heâd been abandoned. Who was going to take care of him?
Thatâs exactly what he had wondered when heâd been told his parents were dead. But now the question was laughable. He had turned nineteen in December. He took care of himself when it came to everything important. As for the details of daily living, well, he could do without Lino for a day.
He dressed, ran a brush through his thick, curly hair, and went out to the table in the grand hall. He ate standing. Some foods had already turned rancid.
He started down the path toward the city, and came across a boy. âYouâre Linoâs nephew, arenât you?â
The boy stared up at him blankly.
âTell him to come back to work. And tell him to tell Betta to get all the servants to come back, too.â His words sounded ridiculous, even to himself. He hadnât really thought them through. What if the servantsâ quarters had been ruined? âAll that arenât needed elsewhere, that is.â But even that addition rang shrill with absurdity. Every able hand was needed everywhere.
The boy stood there.
Was he trying to shame Don Giovanni? The insolent little snot-nose. âWell, go on,â he said gruffly.
The boy ran off.
Don Giovanni continued along the path, through the city gate. He was sickened by the destruction. How on earth had he been so lucky