wonât be down for breakfast. Iâd be pleased, Hallie, to have your company at the table.â
She was already untying her apron. âIâm leaving. Right now.â
âMy dear young womanââhe reached into his pocket and handed her a gold pieceââwill this sweeten your temper?â
âIâll take it for wages,â Hallie said and marched upstairs.
She quickly packed the large suitcase with all she possessed. Patent leather dress-up slippers and her winter clothes were at the bottom, with the small cedar box with brass hinges and lock that held some favorite recipes and all she had of her motherâs: a plain gold wedding band, two embroidered handkerchiefs, an ivory-handled manicure set in a green velvet roll-up case, and The Book of Common Prayer , handed down from the Episcopalian grandmother, Harriet Wilton, for whom Hallie was named. It comforted Hallie to read the prayers and offices though sheâd never seen an Episcopal church, and its practices seemed as mysterious as those of the Roman Catholics.
On the bed, she spread out her pleated blue-green rayon best dress, her other two everyday ones of green plaid gingham and checked blue chambray, two nainsook slips, nainsook bloomers, a pair of satinette for best, two broadcloth brassieres, one pair of treasured silk stockings, two pairs of cotton lisle, two ruffled, flounced muslin nightgowns, and three white aprons. She wrapped her toothbrush in a clean everyday handkerchief and tucked it in the side, along with her comb, brush, and curling iron.
All the while, tears of angry humiliation dripped on her belongings, unless she smeared them away. How dare Quentin Raford! If Daddy were aliveâ
Jackie had waked and watched her with solemn eyes, hugging Lambie close. âYouâyou going away, too, Hallie?â
âNo, honey!â She stopped and hugged him. âBut weâre going somewhere happier than thisâsomewhere you can play and be around nice people.â
Beggars canât be choosers, especially not with a five-year-old along, but Hallie hoped she was right.
Look at the beautiful big trees, Jackie!â Hallie wiped the little boyâs flushed hot face with her handkerchief and smoothed back the dark hair that was plastered to his forehead. âWhen we get to the bridge, weâll rest awhile and put our feet in the water. Wonât that feel good?â
âDonât know. Are we goinâ to find Mama?â
âNo, honey.â Hallie tried to keep her tone cheerful though she gladly could have wrung his motherâs soft, dimpled neck. âShe had to go away. It may be a long time before we see her againââ
Jackie dug his fingers into Hallieâs wrist and his brown eyes, so much like their fatherâs that they stabbed Hallie deep, were wide with fear. âSheâshe wonât die and go to God-in-Heaven like Daddy?â
âNo, goosie! Your mamaâs fine. But she had to go away and just couldnât take you with her.â Not many men would want a five-year-old stepchild on a honeymoon. But to refuse to have him at allâand for that spineless woman to agree!
Hallie dropped her suitcase and Jackieâs carpetbag beside the road, picked up the tired little boy, and carried him to the creek. Wetting her handkerchief, she washed his face and helped him off with his shoes so he could curl and uncurl his toes in the water while perching on the hull of an old cottonwood trunk.
They had walked perhaps three miles. It must be five more to town. As she gave Jackie the rest of their bottle of water, Hallie wondered whether they dare drink from the creek. She had expected to pass farmhouses, but the two facing the road had been deserted, the windmills taken away.
By some grace, the buffalo wallow they had just passed had escaped plowing even during the war, when thousands of acres of thickly entwined, deep-rooted prairie sod, graze first