thaâs why, and thaâs why my voice is a little bit hoarse, too. I left half my gullet in Guadalajara, and Iâve been spittinâ the other half all the way up here! So what can you do? Itâll be my pleasure. Sergeant, my bottle, my bottle of tequila. But darlinâ, youâre too far away. Come over âere, have a drink. What dâya mean no? Are you afraid of . . . your husband . . . or whatever he is? If heâs hidinâ in some hole tell âim to come out. As far as I care . . . pop! Let me assure you Iâm not afraid of no rats.â
A white silhouette suddenly filled the dark opening of the doorway.
âDemetrio MacÃas!â the sergeant exclaimed, aghast, taking several steps back.
The lieutenant got up, speechless, and stood cold and motionless as a statue.
âKill âem!â the woman exclaimed, her throat dry.
âOh, forgive me, my friend! I didnât know. But I respect brave men like you, truly.â
Demetrio stood looking at them, an insolent and scornful smile warping his features.
âAnd not only do I respect âem, I also love âem. Here, take the hand of a friend. Thatâs okay, Demetrio MacÃas, I know why you rebuke me. Itâs because you donât know me, itâs because you see me doinâ this damned dog of a job. But what dâya want, my friend! Weâre poor, we have large families to keep. Sergeant, letâs go. I always respect the house of a brave man, of a real man.â
After they disappeared, the woman hugged Demetrio tightly.
âBlessed Virgin of Jalpa! 5 What a scare! I thought they had shot you!â
âGo on now to my fatherâs house,â Demetrio said.
She tried to stop him. She begged, she cried. But he pushed her aside sweetly and answered in a somber voice:
âI can feel that theyâll be back with the whole group.â
âWhy didnât ya kill âem?â
âJust wasnât their time yet!â
They went out together, she with the child in her arms.
Once at the door, they walked off in opposite directions.
The moon filled the mountainside with dim, hazy shadows.
At every cliff and at each scrub oak, Demetrio could still see the sorrowful silhouette of a woman with her child in her arms.
After many hours of climbing, he turned around to look back. At the bottom of the canyon, near the river, he saw tall flames rising: his house was ablaze.
II
Everything was still in shadows as Demetrio MacÃas climbed down toward the bottom of the ravine. He was following a path along the narrow incline of a rough slope, between rocky terrain streaked with enormous cracks on one side and a drop of hundreds of meters, cut as if by a single cleft, on the other.
As he descended with agility and speed, he thought:
âSurely now the Federales will find our trail, and theyâll jump on us like dogs. Luckily for us, though, they donât know any of the paths going in or out of the ravine. Unless someone from Moyahua 1 is with them as a guide, because the people from Limón, Santa Rosa, and the other ranchitos from the Sierra are reliable and would never turn us in. The cacique who has me running through these hills is from Moyahua, and heâd be more than pleased to see me strung up from a telegraph pole with my tongue hanging down to here . . .â
He reached the bottom of the ravine as dawn was beginning to break. He lay down between the boulders and fell asleep.
The river rushed along, singing in tiny cascades. The birds were chirping, hidden among the pitahaya cacti, 2 while the monotonous cicadas filled the solitude of the mountain with a sense of mystery.
Demetrio woke up, startled. Then he waded across the river and started up the trail on the other side of the canyon. Like a large red ant he climbed toward the crest, his hands clutching like claws at the crags and cut-off branches, the soles of his feet clutching at the trailâs round,