The Truest Heart Read Free

Ellis of Westerbrook, had come to her chamber. Aye, the storm reminded her piercingly of that night—the night she’d been wrenched from her home, from all she’d ever known. Her brother. Her sweet, younger brother Clifton. Nay, but it was not the first such storm that she had endured in the weeks since she had come here … if only it would be the last!
    A wave of bleakness swept over her, as endless as the dark gray seas that stretched beyond the shore. Her heart cried out, for each day was an eternity. November had drawn to a close, and she was still here… How long must she remain here? Forever, she feared. How was she to bear it? How?
    Refuge. She reminded herself it was that which Brother Baldric had sought by bringing her here to the place where he had been born. He’d said that to continue to move about was to risk discovery. That they must hide here until the furor died down. Ah, but would there ever come a time when she felt safe again?
    Nay, she thought with a sinking flutter of dread. Not as long as King John was alive. How could she feel safe when she felt like an outcast? Tainted.
    This was not the life she’d dreamed of, not the life she had ever thought to find. Memories of the past rose up to mingle with a wistful yearning. Papa had always been one to keep his children close to him.
    Papa had chosen not to have Clifton foster with another family, but to begin his training at Westerbrook. The winter that her mother had died from a stomach ailment had been a difficult one for all of them. Gillian had been sixteen, and Clifton but ten.
    Perhaps, after her mother’s death, Papa had wanted to keep his children close to him. Papa teased her occasionally that he must find a husband for her, but in truth there had been no haste. Gillian never doubted that someday she would marry, but she knew Papa would never foist a husband on her that she did not love, a husband who did not return her love in the very same measure.
    Someday, she trusted, that man would come for her. A man she would love above all others …
    Sometimes she dreamed of him, of a man strong and valiant, and ever so dashingly handsome! And oh, his kiss—that very first kiss! He’d steal her very breath and make her tingle to the tips of her toes, with arms both tender and strong, and warm, compelling lips. Her life would be one of laughter and love and joy. She would watch in wonder and contentment while her babes toddled about, for she had already decided there would be many. A girl she could rock and tell tales of days gone by. A boy as sturdy and handsome as his father, who would teach him of honor and truth.
    But now a shadow had been cast over all her hopes and dreams. A shadow that might well last a lifetime.
    But what was this? Pulling the soft wool coverlet more tightly about her shoulders, she scolded herself soundly. She was foolish to feel sorry for herself, for what of her brother Clifton? She was a woman full grown, she reminded herself. And for all that Clifton staunchly proclaimed that he was a man, he was but a boy of twelve.
    Not until dawn’s pale light crept along the misty hills to the east was Gillian able to drift away in slumber.
    Yet despite the wildness of the gale that night, when Gillian tugged open the door the next morning, sunlight poured down from the sky, as pure and golden as any she’d seen in the northern shires of Westerbrook. Such was the way of it here along the coast of Cornwall. No sweet, fragrant fields and rolling hillsides here, not like Westerbrook. Tall grasses fringed the stretch of beach beyond the cottage. To the north and west, white-gray cliffs towered over the tiny inlet. She stood for a moment, gazing out. In truth, Gillian could not deny there was a raw, stark beauty to this land …
    Her throat closed painfully. She didn’t mind fending for herself. She wouldn’t have minded living in this tiny, derelict cottage at all, if not for the ever-present fear … and the storms.
    Oh, it wasn’t