fretfully wondered if Polly was going to move to Colorado.
Mother sat back on her heels and looked up. With one hand she smoothed back the ringlets of gray hair that had escaped from her covering. âI donât know, Lydia. Maybe he will.â
âWould that mean Polly is going to move to Colorado?â There, the question was outâthe painful question that had been bothering her since Saturday evening.
Mother bent to dig more carrots. âYes, it probably would.â Motherâs voice sounded strange, as if there was a lump in her throat. Something told Lydia that if Polly moved away, it would be just as hard on Mother as it would be for her.
âWhy canât Sam just get a home here in North Dakota?â
âYou heard what the men said,â Mother replied, still in that muffled voice. âItâs very hard to buy land here.â
âWell, yes, I know that.â
âSam is not the only one whoâd be interested in homesteading in Colorado. Ben and some others would be interested too. You see, young men who didnât homestead here in North Dakota could get land very cheaply in Colorado. Father and I homesteaded here, so we would need to pay more for land in Colorado. But it would still be much less than here.â
Lydia moved closer to Mother. âYou mean we are interested too?â The thought left her breathless.
Mother got to her feet while holding the pail of carrots. She patted Lydiaâs shoulder. âI donât know if âinterestedâ isthe right word, but I can tell you this much. Weâre praying about it.â
âWhy would we want to move?â Lydia asked, keeping step with Mother as she hurried to the house.
âFor one thing, the wheat price is very low, Lydia. Father says there will be very little money left over by the time he has paid for the threshing, the twine, and the bags. We might not even earn enough money to buy seeds next spring. So that is one reason why we would consider making a new start somewhere else. And another reasonâ¦Well, Lydia, if our children are talking of moving so far awayââ
âThen you want to go too,â Lydia finished for her.
As she went back to jiggling the wash tub, her feelings were as mixed-up as the clothing that splashed about in the suds. Colorado sounded excitingâbut frightening too.
That night before they slept, Lydia told Lisbet about the conversation with Mother in the garden. Lisbet sucked in her breath. âThat sounds as if Father and Mother are actually thinking of moving to Colorado.â
âAre you glad?â Lydia asked.
For a minute there was only the sound of Lisbetâs breathing in the darkness. Then she said, âI donât want to move. I like it here. Our friends are here.â
âThatâs just how I feel, but I didnât tell Mother that.â
âWhat I canât understandââ Lisbet said slowly. âI mean, Father often talks of how God blesses us with happy hearts, even if we donât have all the things weâd like to have. Why isnât he content here? Why would he dream of making more money in Colorado if he keeps saying itâs not money that makes us happy, but trusting and obeying God?â
âYou should ask Mother those questions. I wondered about that too, but I didnât know how to put it into words. Ask her tomorrow.â
âWell, Iâll seeâ¦â Lisbetâs voice had grown sleepy. Soon the two sisters drifted off to sleep.
That night it rained, and the next day the air had a sharp, cold tang to it. âWeâll have frost soon,â Mother said, giving voice to her prediction. âWeâd better bring in the last of the pumpkins, beans, and corn.â
All day Mother and the girls trundled back and forth between the garden and the cellar, bringing in the late vegetables for winter storage. Joe, Ben, and Jake went to help thresh at another farm with the
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