The Totem 1979 Read Free Page A

his legs. The effort of a clutch had lately been too much for him, and he had traded to an automatic, which was bad for hills and snow, but he was forced to pace himself. In little ways he had to compensate. He sat back in the seat, his foot relaxed on the pedal, his hand light on the steering wheel, and glanced at all the country as he passed, the isolated trees, the sweep of rangeland stretching off, the fences, and the cattle, and he thought of Sam Bodine. No, of Bodine’s father. At one time, the old man had been just about his closest friend, although they hadn’t been old back then, thirty, forty years ago, hunting, fishing, working. No, not just about his closest friend. His only friend. They had been like brothers. He had loved the man, and still he missed him dearly. After twenty years, he marveled at how constant was his grief. He had seen the son grow to a man and seen him marry and have children. He had helped him every bit as much as he was able. But the son was not the father. He had different interests and concerns, and things were never quite the same.
    Now he drove out toward the ranch as he had done so many times before. He passed the tree that he had seen grow from a seedling to a giant and then start to crumble. He passed the ditches he had helped to dig, the fences he had helped to set. He came around the curve that led down toward the entrance, slowing, turning left to rattle across the grate that lay over a gully and that kept the cattle off the highway, its metal gaps so wide that cattle couldn’t walk across them. Next he was on gravel, gaining speed again, spinning up a swirl of dust behind him as he drove on toward the house and barn, their structures now in dusk, the alpenglow abruptly gone, the sun behind the mountains.
    Then he saw him standing by the gravel parking space beside the house, big and tall, dressed in denim shirt and jeans, cowman’s hat and boots, hands gripped on his thighs. His face was strong and solid, leathered, at the same time almost chiseled. He was walking forward even as the old man pulled in on the gravel.
    “Thanks for coming.”
    The old man nodded. “What’s the trouble?”
    “I don’t want to say. I’d rather have you look.”
    The old man glanced at him a moment and then got out with his bag. In all his years he’d never heard a rancher talk that way. They almost always had a thought of what the problem was and told him right away. Whatever was the matter out here surely wasn’t ordinary.
    Bodine was already walking. “How you feeling?”
    “Pretty good,” the old man said.
    “We’re going to be a while.” Bodine said that with his head turned as he walked, angling toward the big garage.
    “It isn’t in the barn?”
    Bodine shook his head and pointed. “Out there on the edge of the foothills. My boy’s there watching now. We’d best take the truck.”
    And that was that. Bodine was already climbing into the truck to start the engine.
    The old man climbed in the other side and set his bag between his legs. “But what’s the mystery?”
    “I don’t want to say. A thing like this, if I tell you, you’ll get preconceptions. Have a look, then you tell me.”
    And they were driving out the open doorway, turning west beside the barn, and heading off across the range.
    Chapter Four.
    They headed toward the spot of light. The darkness was all around them now, the truck’s lights on, and they were jouncing across the open bumpy ground, the old man with his hands braced on the dashboard. Bodine glanced at him and then ahead. The spot of light was flickering. A fire, and Bodine had to smile. He hadn’t thought to tell his boy to build one, but then he had talked to him when it was day, and clearly they would need a thing to aim for.
    Bodine saw a patch of smooth ground up ahead and gathered speed, but then he hit a bump he hadn’t seen that jounced the old man very hard, and had to slow. The headlights showed the rangeland stretching off beneath