he washed her wrists and ankles really well, smeared on some Neosporin, then wrapped the soft material around them, knotting them off. There, heâd done everything he could. He stood slowly, knowing now he shouldnât make any abrupt moves, and stared down at her. She was still in a tight little ball, her hands, now freed of him, tucked inside the covers.
Sheâd eaten a good bit of the soup. She wouldnât starve.She was warm. She was clean. Heâd smoothed antibiotic cream on the worst of the scratches and cuts. He looked toward the front door, then the front windows. He pulled down the shades and closed the curtains. Now no one could see in. He slid the bolts home on the windows. To get in, someone would have to shatter them. He walked to the back door in the kitchen and flipped the dead bolt. The door didnât have a chain. He pulled one of the kitchen chairs over and shoved it beneath the doorknob. Someone could shove the door open, but the chair feet would screech on the floor and certainly wake him up.
He looked at her one last time. âIf you awaken, just call me. My nameâs Ramsey. Iâll be here with you. Youâre safe now. All right? If you have to use the bathroom, itâs just beyond the kitchen, behind you. Itâs clean. I just washed up in there yesterday.â
The covers moved just a little bit. Good, sheâd heard him. But she didnât make a sound, not even that gut-wrenching mewling noise.
His bed was on the far side of the single room. He remained fully clothed. He put both the rifle and his Smith & Wesson on the small table by the bed, right next to the reading lamp. He carefully marked the page of the thriller he was reading and set it on the floor.
He left the single lamp lit. If she awoke during the night, he didnât want her to be terrified in the dark.
He didnât sleep for a long time. When he did finally, he dreamed there was a manâs face staring in through the window at the little girl. He awoke and walked to the window, stumbling with fear and panic, but there wasnât any face staring in. The curtains were tightly drawn. He couldnât help it, he pulled the curtains open. He looked into the darkness and saw instead the contorted face of someone else, the woman whoâd screamed at him that she would kill him.
He awoke at dawn at the sound of that ghastly mewling.
2
T HE CHILD â S FACE was leached of color, he could tell that even in the early-morning light that was mixed with the stark overlay of lamplight. Her eyes were wide open, staring up at him, her fear so palpable he could feel it crawling inside his skin.
âNo,â he said very slowly, not moving. âItâs all right. Itâs me. Ramsey. Iâm here to take care of you. I wonât hurt you. Did you have a nightmare?â
She didnât move, just lay there, staring up at him. Then, very slowly, she shook her head. He saw her arms move beneath the covers, saw her small hands come up over the top. The small hands were clenched. The bandages on her thin wrists looked obscene.
âDonât be afraid. Please.â
He turned the lamp off. It was getting lighter quickly. Her eyes were light blue, large in her thin face, her pupils dilated. She had a thin straight nose, dark lashes and eyebrows, a rounded chin, and two dimples. She was a pretty little girl, and sheâd be beautiful when she smiled and those dimples deepened. âAre you in any pain?â
She shook her head.
He felt profound relief. âCan you tell me your name?â
She just stared at him, all frozen and tense, as if she were just waiting for her chance to run, to escape him.
âWould you like to go to the bathroom?â
He saw it in her eyes and smiled. Her kidneys were working. Everything seemed to be working fine except she couldnât speak. He started to touch her, to help her up, but didnât. He kept his voice low, utterly matter-of-fact.