youâve forgotten, my darling, you stood before that official last year and promised to love, honor, and obey me.â
âRight.â The lukewarm drink tickled her nose and washed down the dry crackers and cheese. If only she could wash away such a foolish mistake so easily. âAnd the next day I told you to forget it.â
âBut in the eyes of God and the law, weâre still one.â
âAnd only one of us is driving.â She smoothed the black leather seat beside her. If only it was better cushioned. âHey, didnât Father give me a swell homecoming gift? I donât care if this Model Tâs four years old. She could probably do thirty-five or forty on a good road. But our sham of a marriage isnât near-enough reason for me to spend ten hours a day behind the wheel, no matter how much I love her.â
Eric gave her more cheese and crackers. âLetâs see, then. Youâre coming with me because you feel sorry for me?â
âHuh. Thatâd be a cold day in hell. So what if your plane crashed and ended your flying careerâfor now, at least? You think thatâd make me agree? Besides, Iâm counting on us not being there long. If you believe I feel sorry for you, youâre crazier than I was when I married you.â She was lying. The battered man beside her barely resembled the strutting pilot whoâd bulldozed her into marrying him just a year ago. Of course, all the gin theyâd consumed had helped.
âSo youâre doing it because Iâm still a tall, handsome war hero with a fistful of medals?â Eric cut a thick slice of cheese for himself and stuck it between two crackers.
He was so banged up, she couldnât bear to hurt him. She simply didnât want to be his wife. âSomething like that. And we understand each other. Youâd do the same for me, wouldnât you?â
âI suppose so. Especially if youâd promised we could annul our mistake.â He ate some more, then gathered his crumbs and tossed them toward the steep ditch on the side of the road.
Hell, she might as well be honest. âHmm. Yeah. That went a long way toward convincing me. But I still love youâlike a brother.â
He finished the rest of the Coke and threw the bottle out too. âIf youâd let me, Iâd convince you we could be more than that.â
âNope.â Sheâd learned her lesson. âWe tried once. Thatâs enough. I told you, I love women and youâll never be more than a friend.â
âSpeaking of your so-called love for women, whatâs with you and Willie Piazza? I spotted you two in the saloon last night when I stopped by for a quick drink. You looked like you could eat each other alive.â
âYep. Weâd been doing that quite often. But itâs nothing serious. Weâre just pals.â
âLike you and me, I guess.â
âYeah. But sheâs got the right equipment and plenty of spare time.â
âNot something you and Iâve had much of till lately.â
She tightened her shoulders, then released them. All this driving, talking, wandering, and running away had made her quiver inside. She just wanted some peace and quiet for a while.
âYeah. Well, how about we end this bogus marriage soon?â She stretched one arm above her head, then the other. Disguising herself as a man so she could visit Willie late at night had made her skin prickle. Disguising herself as a wife made her yawn.
If God would just let her get back to New Orleans and become a free woman sooner rather than later, she might think a little better of him. Being tied down sure wasnât what it was cracked up to be.
*
Mollyâs right cheekbone ached and her eyes felt grainy as she grabbed an old wooden box. The sweet odor of the hulls and yellow cottonseed meal she scooped into it eased her headache, but it didnât lessen her perpetual heartache. A stubborn
Commando Cowboys Find Their Desire