to one of the stateâs military brigades, a farewell address before the soldiers left for Afghanistan. I sensed that Nat didnât enjoy writing speeches, that he wanted to move to some other function in the office, and that he had had less than total success as the governorâs writer.
The address flowed from my head with no effort at all. Nat told me the governor liked to have three points. Sometimes four, but never two. The speech had to do with honor, sacrifice, and something else, I forget what. It was all fairly predictable, I remember thinking, but I felt I had put the points together with some skill, and I had used two or three quotations that I felt sure would impress the governor: one from a Psalm and another from a speech by Adlai Stevenson, whose biography I had just read.
When you were done writing an addressââtalking pointsâ was the general termâyou were to place it in the governorâs âspeech book,â the most important of the officeâs innumerable three-ring binders. Once you put the speech in the speech book, you waited. Usually, Nat said, the governor would come into the press office and tell you he didnât like it and tell you to âtake another stabâ or to give him âsomething memorable.âBut the governor didnât ask me for any revisions on this first speech.
The day of the speech came, and I listened to it with ears greedy for my own words. As he approached the podium, he walked erect; all his movements seemed smooth and intentional. Once heâd gotten the acknowledgments and thank-youâs out of the way, his first words were âAs we gather here to send these brave men and women into harmâs way, I think it behooves us to remember how fragile life is.â I felt a surge of electricity go through me. With the exception of âinto harmâs way,â thatâs what I had written. Iâd chosen the normally ridiculous word âbehoovesâ because itâs a military sort of word. He kept going, and it was more or less what Iâd written. I felt dizzy. He even used the Adlai Stevenson quote, which I feared might be a stretch.
It wasnât just that they were mostly my words, though. In fact the words themselves werenât particularly memorable, and anyhow the governor didnât sound like a phrasemaker or a wordsmith; he stumbled over a few of the lines and twice pronounced âlestâ as âleast.â It wasnât the words; it was his manner. There was a natural warmth and directness about his presence: the movement of his hands was understated and graceful, his pauses thoughtful rather than awkward, his posture relaxed. Nor was there a hint of the prefab humility you get from most politicians on solemn occasions: the exaggerated tributes to âthe brave men and women of the United States military,â the body posture that says âThis show is about meâ even as the mouth discharges panegyrical cant about the character and commitment of others.The governor knew how to look like he didnât take himself too seriously, as if there had been a time in his life when he didnât.
On the following Monday he called me into a meeting of senior staff. I started to sit, but he told me not to. âAahh. I just wanted to say, that speech to the Two-eighteenth was fantastic.â That was his word, âfantastic.â He said heâd used the hard copy of the talk Iâd given him, something he said heâd never done before.
For the next forty-eight hours or so, I felt an enormous surge of self-satisfaction. I would soon be indispensable. I would study the questions faced by this great, graceful statesman, and I would suggest to him what he should say. He wouldnât always say what I suggested, but often he would. Someday I would write for the president, maybe. I would be revered for my skills as a fashioner of words.
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A few days later the governor walked