rush, âI donât want to tell you how to bring up the children.â Though maybe someone should because youâre making a hell of a mess of it. âBut maybe if you sat down and discussed things with them?â
âI thought I wasnât permitted to talk to the children.â
âI know this must be frustrating,â she replied sympathetically. âBut you have to be patient.â
âYou are stretching my patience.â
âOh, for goodnessâ sake!â she shouted, her own frayed patience snapping. âCanât you stop thinking about yourself for one moment and imagine how the children are feeling right now, Mr Carreras?â You could only carry on giving someone the benefit of the doubt for just so long. âOther people do.â People like Javier.
âPlease be calm.â
âI am calm!â she yelled, and frowned repressively at Katerina who giggled as she made this heated claim.
âI can be very generous.â
Nell gave a sigh of exasperation; did he think he just had to throw money at any problem and it went away?
âThis isnât about money,â she reminded him severely.
âThen what is it aboutâ revenge ?â
âFor heavenâs sake, donât be so silly.â
Katerina, who was listening carefully to the one-sided conversation, gave a smug smile. âI told you heâs impossible and he wonât listen to anything you say. He thinks women are there to look decorative and have babies.â
Nell shot Katerina a warning look and the girl lapsed into sulky silence as Nell attempted to moderate her own tone, regretting deeply that sheâd allowed her tongue to run away with her.
âJavier was a pretty laid-back sort of dadâ¦â Her own voice thickened as she thought of Javier with his laughing eyes and wicked sense of humour.
It might be a year since sheâd reluctantly moved out of the sprawling, slightly shabby Edwardian villa in the unfashionable seaside town she had shared with Javier for almost two years, but he had still been very much a part of her life.
She sometimes wondered where she would be now had she not seen Javier in the crowded supermarket that afternoon with two fretful children. She had recognised him immediately, even though she had never attended one of his classesâthe famous artist who had occasionally done a guest lecture at the art college sheâd attended had been quite a celebrity. She had heard about his young wifeâs tragic death, of course; the art community had been buzzing with it.
Javier had been charmingly grateful when she had coaxed Antonio out of his hysterics, and if she hadnât taken matters into her own hands that would have been it. But Nell had come up with a brilliant idea, and, driven to take drastic action, she had turned up on Javierâs doorstep the next day and suggested an arrangement that would be a solution to both their problems.
âIâm about two steps away from homeless and you need someone to help with your children. For bed and board Iâll be that someone.â
Javier hadnât taken her seriously but Nell had persisted and eventually he had agreed to a monthâs trial. The arrangement had turned out better than either of them had expected.
âI have no desire to discuss my family with you.â Directly following this frigid, sneering response Nell heard the sound of a muffled speech in the background as though someone else was in the room. A woman, maybe? Was he speaking to her from his bed? Her wayward imagination threw in a deeply distracting image of a pale-limbed beauty trailing her teasing fingers down a lean brown muscle-packed torso.
Her tummy muscles quivered uncomfortably.
âIf you are indeed concerned about the childrenâsurely you must see that the best place for them is with their family.â
âA family they donât know. Listen, Mr Carreras, the children simply