else, letâs forget about this convo, âkay?â I grabbed my motherâs tea and turned my back to him.
âI hope you wanted this iced,â I said. My mother smiled, and tucked her phone into her bag.
âOh, Mads, I forgot, thanks,â she said, taking it from me.
âIâll meet you out front.â
âNo, wait, weâre done here.â She wrangled her black hole of a purse open again, and took out her keys. âLeif, thanks, Iâll be sure to check those out.â
âLet me know if you need anything else, Dana.â
Theyâre on a first-name basis now?
I walked toward the front door, willing myself not to turn around, but in the reflection of the glass I could see Tanner making exaggerated hand motions at Jesse, who just shook his head . . . and smiled. Like, a real one, teeth and all. I was too irked by what had gone down to say good-bye. As I pushed out through the front door, I wondered if heâd remember his offer to buy our chai lattes next week. My money was on probably not .
âSo what were you and Hot Yogi talking about?â I asked my mother as she cut the wheel yet another time before finally pulling out of the parking spot. Parallel parking had never been her strong suit, and it took her almost as long to get out of the space as it had to negotiate getting into it in the first place. Once she straightened out the car, she sped down the side street.
âMadison. Hot Yogi? His name is Leif.â There was an amused lilt in her voice.
âCâmon, he knew your name. You guys were chatting; just wondering, you knowâif youâre into him.â
She made a sound somewhere between a gasp and a laugh. âInto him? Iâm old enough to be his mother.â
My mom was going through a major dating dry spell. The better word was probably drought . The last more-than-one-date boyfriend/man-friend/suitor I remember her having was when I was ten. You and me against the world, Mads , sheâd say, whenever I joked about it. Mom prided herself on being self-made, and it was great but sometimes I wondered if she was waiting for me to go off to school before really hooking up with someone. Not that she needed anyone, but didnât everyone need a little fun now and then?
âBut you canât deny his hotness.â
We stopped at the red light and she raised her hands in surrender. âFine, you win, I canât deny his hotness, but I can forget about it when Iâm talking to him.â
âOkayâhow? Because I canât.â
âSimple,â she said, reaching for her chamomile. âI can compartmentalize. Leifâs not dating material but heâs got more experience than me in yoga, so Iâm attracted to his brain.â
I snorted. âHis brain? Why?â
She sipped her tea as we sat at the light.
âIâm . . . well . . . Iâm thinking of becoming a yoga instructor.â
I couldnât hide my surprise. âWow, instead of hair?â
âNo, mostly as a supplement, but I donât want to be in the salon forever. Standing up all day, holding my body at weird angles is taking its toll on me. Once we started practicing yoga, I felt better, had more energy. My nerves arenât as frazzled at the end of the dayâyou know, I feel even .â
âAnd Leif is going to help you?â
My mother fiddled with her cup until it was back in the holder. The light turned green. She eased through the intersection, absentmindedly playing with her hair as she drove the five blocks home.
âWe were talking about programs, turns out the studio is starting up a teacher training session in a few weeks. He gave me some book titles, websitesâIâm still just thinking about it. With classes and materials . . . itâs not cheap.â
âOh.â Money. The Grim Reaper of dreams.
âBut itâs not un doable, either. I can take on some clients