her daughterâs eyes. âBut part of me worries what you gave up.â
Agatha stared down at her black clump shoes as her mother towed the baskets into the kitchen. âYou know how I feel about waste,â Callis sighed. âLetâs hope our bowels can handle a lizard stew.â
As Agatha chopped onions by torchlight, she listened to her mother hum off-key, like she did every night. Once upon a time, she had loved their graveyard haven, their lonely routines.
She put down the knife. âMother, how do you know if youâve found Ever After?â
âHmmm?â said Callis, bony hands scraping a few roaches into the cauldron.
âThe people in a fairy tale, I mean.â
âIt should say so, dear.â Her mother nodded at an open storybook peeking from under Agathaâs bed.
Agatha looked down at its last page, a blond prince and raven-haired princess kissing at their wedding, framed by an enchanted castle.
THE END.
âBut what if two people canât see their storybook?â She gazed at the princess in her princeâs arms. âHow do they know if theyâre happy?â
âIf they have to ask, they probably arenât,â said her mother, jabbing a roach that wouldnât drown.
Agathaâs eyes stayed on the prince a moment longer. She snapped the storybook shut and tossed it in the fire under the cauldron. âAbout time we got rid of these like everyone else.â
She resumed chopping in the corner, faster than before.
âAre you all right, dear?â Callis said, hearing sniffles.
Agatha dabbed at her eyes. âOnions.â
The rain had gone, but a harsh autumn wind raked across the cemetery, lit by two torches over the gates that clung to skipping flames. As she approached the grave, hercalves locked and her heart banged in her ears, begging her to stay away. Sweat seeped down her back as she kneeled in the weeds and mud, her eyes closed. She had never looked. Never.
With a deep breath, Sophie opened her eyes. She could barely make out an eroded butterfly in the headstone over the words.
L OVING W IFE
&
M OTHER
Two smaller gravestones, both unmarked, flanked her motherâs like wings. Fingers covered by white mittens, she picked moss out of the cracks in one, overgrown from the years of neglect. As she tore away the mold, her soiled mittens found deeper grooves in the rock, smooth and deliberate. There was something carved in the slab. She peered closerâ
âSophie?â
She turned to see Agatha approach in a tattered black coat, balancing a drippy candle on a saucer.
âMy mother saw you out here.â
Agatha crouched next to her and laid the flame in front of the graves. Sophie didnât say anything for a long while.
âHe thought it was her fault,â she said at last, gazing at the two unmarked headstones. âTwo boys, both born dead. How else could he explain it?â She watched a blue butterfly flutter out of darkness and nestle into the carving on her motherâs decayed gravestone.
âAll the doctors said she couldnât have more children.Even your mother.â Sophie paused and smiled faintly at the blue butterfly. âOne day it happened. She was so sick no one thought it could last, but her belly still grew. The Miracle Child, the Elders called it. Father said heâd name him Filip.â
Sophie turned to Agatha. âOnly you canât call a girl Filip.â Her cheekbones hardened. âShe loved me, no matter how weak I had left her. No matter how many times she watched him walk to her friendâs house and disappear inside.â Sophie fought the tears as long as she could. âHer friend, Agatha. Her best friend . How could he?â She cried bitterly into her dirty mittens.
Agatha looked down and didnât say a word.
âI watched her die, Aggie. Broken and betrayed.â Sophie turned from the grave, red faced. âNow heâll have everything he