care.
Seeking calm, Simon turned to face the distant grayness of Lake Ontario. It didnât help. The lake was so huge that it could be the seaâit even had its own navy. But it wasnât. Abruptly it mattered that he might die so far from the North Sea, which heâd been able to look out on from his bedroom window at Brideswell. Where heâd spent idyllic summers out in boats. That smelled of salt, which this freshwater lake did not.
In wartime, caught up in urgent purpose, heâd not pined about where and how heâd die, but now it threatened to distress him.
Come on, come on. Get on with it.
He heard someone approach and turned. Norton with the pistol in his hand. Simonâs heart started to pound as it had before facing an onslaught, so as he stripped off his gloves and coat, he did as heâd learned to do and took steadying breaths.
His heart rate wasnât fast from fear, but its intensity could make the hands shake.
He handed his clothing to Norton, taking the pistol inexchange. Steadiness returned. He walked to take his place, concentrating on the justice of his cause and on the absolute necessity of returning safely to his family.
Would McArthur shoot to kill?
Almost certainly.
Which meant he should.
But he knew he couldnât. Heâd aim high, hoping to hit the shoulder and put an end to it that way.
He presented his side, the narrowest target, murmuring under his breath, âAdemar, aidez-moi .â It was a habit heâd formed during the war, and as always it brought the cool detachment he needed.
Delahaye was to give the countâone, two, threeâand then drop a handkerchief. That was so that the duelists would have to watch him, not concentrate on aim.
âOne.â
Simon cocked the pistol and raised it.
âTwo.â
He took steady aim on McArthurâs upper torso.
âThree.â
He looked to Delahaye. . . .
â Stop! Stop, I say!â
McArthur fired.
Simon whirled to the voice, feeling the ball whistle by him.
With the noise still shaking the air and smoke curling from McArthurâs gun, everyone turned shocked fury on Jane Otterburn, running across the frosty field, skirts hiked up to her knees, hair flying loose.
Simon was tempted to shoot her out of pure fury. âJane, go home.â
âNo! Uncle Isaiahââ She stopped to heave in a breath. âAn accident. Heâs dying, Simon. He wants you.â
She wore her usual dark dress and cloak, but her red-gold hair rioted loose down to her waist, shocking in its magnificent abundance.
She sucked in more breaths. âCome on. You men can kill each other tomorrow!â
After a numb moment, Simon gave his pistol to Norton and strode off.
âMy God,â McArthur protested, âyou shanât slide out of it like this, you coward. Iâll have you horsewhipped!â
Simon wheeled on him. âIâll fight you tomorrow, McArthur, and kill you tomorrow. With pleasure. Now, I attend my friend.â
He began to run toward his horse. He became aware of Jane only from gasping breaths and slowed. âWhat happened?â
âHe . . . shot himself.â She was still breathing hard, a hand on her side. âHe heard about the duel. . . . Wanted to fight in your place. A pistol. Something went wrong.â
âOld fool.â Simon wanted to howl it. Damn it all to Hades!
He could hardly pick out his horse from the others because tears were blurring his vision. Isaiah couldnât be dying. He turned to glare at Jane, loathing the bearer of bad news, but he couldnât abandon her here. âCan you ride behind?â
She looked up at the horse. âI never have.â But then she firmly added, âOf course.â
He mounted and then helped her up behind him. With a struggle, she got a leg over to sit astride, not seeming to care that she was showing her knees. But then, sheâd not cared about
Christopher Knight, Alan Butler