eighteen. North had given her a refuge at his ranch in Jackson Hole, in an old cabin that was a legacy from their departed mother, a place that must have been used by settlers in bygone days. That was where Clay Blackthorne had found her when heâd finally come looking.
He hadnât come right away. In fact, not long after the fateful day sheâd sent him away, heâd gotten engaged. Libby had died inside, wishing she could be the one that he was marrying. Sheâd felt torn when sheâd learned that Clay hadnât gotten married after all, because his fiancée had been murdered a week before the wedding.
Libby hadnât been able to keep from indulging in the fantasy that Clay would come looking for her someday. That they would marry and raise their daughter together.
It had never happened.
In the end, Clay had come, all rightâto seek out his four-year-old daughter. That first visit had been awkward. Amazing how cordial two people could be for the sake of a child. Amazing how well sheâd been able to hide her aching heart.
Clay had never publicly acknowledged Kate. A bastard daughter sired on a sixteen-year-old mother wouldnât have been good for a politicianâs career. And Clayâs family had great plans for him.
No, that wasnât fair. Clay hadnât wanted Kate to be forced into the spotlight. But with a grandfather like King Grayhawk, the spotlight had been unavoidable. And devastating for a vulnerable child.
The Grayhawks might be Jackson Hole royalty, but King had made a lot of enemies over the years. There were plenty who snickered when his eldest daughter had become an unwed mother. They were quick to brand Kingâs granddaughter with the label of bastardâbehind her back. No one would have dared to say such a thing to her face, fearing Kingâs swift and certain retribution.
Nevertheless, Kate had been aware of the slights, the sniggers, the whispers behind her back.
Which was why Libby had spent every penny sheâd earned, and money loaned to her by North, to send her daughter to a boarding school in Virginia, where Kate could make friends who didnât know about her birth or her family.
King had offered Libby money for Kateâs support, but Libby had known better than to take it. With such webs were sticky familial traps laid. And Libby had told Clay, when he offered, that if he wanted to give Kate money, he should put it in trust for her until her twenty-first birthday.
Libby had been proud of managing on her own, and Kate had never wanted for anything. Except a full-time father.
Over the years, Clay had spent his holidays vacationing in Jackson, as did many other politicians, and found time to spend with Kate. But Libby had borne her daughterâs tears each time Clay left. And it had broken her heart.
After Clay married Giselle Montrose, the daughter of the American ambassador to France, heâd spent even less time in Jackson. But he and his wife had never had children, and Giselle had died a year ago of cancer.
Clay was on his own again.
So was she. Libby had tried marriage, and when it hadnât worked out, had gone so far as to get engaged to another man. Sheâd backed out three weeks before the wedding, realizing that she didnât love her fiancé enough to marry him. She was no more able than her father to find someone to measure up to her first love.
Libby had resigned herself to being alone. That was better than repeating her fatherâs mistake and kept her from putting any more men through what her stepmothers had endured. It wasnât fair to them or to her or to her daughter.
Libby forced herself not to yearn for what she could never have. Clay had loved her once upon a time, and sheâd betrayed that love. She wasnât going to get a second chance to make things right. Blackthornes werenât any more forgiving than they were merciful.
Kate had remained the center of Libbyâs life
Emily Minton, Julia Keith