I wish we were two normal people who met by chance, and who decided that they would like to get to know each other better. Itâs a selfish thought. We are a thousand light-years away from normal and the answers he wants wonât bring him anything but pain.
It hurts me to think about that, and I start to wonder when in the past couple minutes I stopped being a Citadel and started acting like a teenage girl.
Never mind the fact that I am a teenage girl . . .
He looks me up and down. âWhat are you trained for, then?â he wonders out loud. Is he flirting with me? Iâm so crap at this kind of thing, I have no idea.
âIâm likeââI fish for a wordââa guard.â
âYouâre a girl,â he says flatly.
Now itâs my turn to narrow my eyes. âA girl canât be a guard?â
âA woman can, sureâa femaleâbut youâre a girl . How old are you?â
His words sting. He thinks Iâm a child. I imagine pickinghim up by the collar and holding him in the air. Heâd change his mind pretty damn quick about me being a little girl.
Definitely back to being a Citadel again.
âIâm seventeen,â I say, trying not to sound defensive or pouty. âHow old are you?â
âEighteen. Technically an adult. And last time I checked, you had to be an adult to be in the military, especially if youâre guarding something like that,â he says as he points to the huge shimmering green pool in the sky. âSo again, where are we?â
âWeâre in Washington, like I said.â I have to move things along now. They arenât going to give me forever to get this guy to trust me.
âYeah, but where exactly in Washington?â he asksânot in a cocky way, but in a way that says heâs not going to be distracted from getting an answer.
âBattle Ground,â I say.
He jerks his head up and takes a slight step away from me.
âI mean, this isnât a battle groundâat least, not always . . .â I bite my lip. Iâve never done anything like this beforeâgone in alone and made first contact without my team. Boone is better at this kind of thing. Way better. âThe name of the town weâre in is Battle Ground, though actually, technically, weâre at Camp Bonneville Military Base.â
âAnd why would a seventeen-year-old girl be in charge of a cosmic anomaly?â He cocks his head, almost daring me to answer.
âIâm not so into the tone youâre using when you say the word girl âjust gonna put that out there,â I snap back, and he gives me a half smile.
âSorry. Why would someone so young be guarding something so . . . I donât know, whatâs a synonym for terrifying, but, like, way, way more?â
Now itâs my turn to give a hint of a smile. âHave you ever heard of the Multiverse Theory?â I ask tentatively.
âRyn!â Applebaum barks in my ear. âEnough. You do your job and let the experts do theirs for the intake. You have sixty seconds,â he warns.
âYes, the Multiverse, heard of it, go on,â he says warily.
âOkay, so that thing is a portal to different versions of Earth. Some versions are similar to yours and mine and some are different?â Itâs weird that Iâm framing this as a question. Am I trying to be cute? I am not cute. Applebaum is yelling objections through my earpiece and itâs throwing me off. I need to take charge here. âI have a very particular skill set to deal with the ummm . . . more dangerous variations of other Earths.â I do not take charge with this statement. I sound ridiculous.
âA particular skill set?â he counters immediately with sarcasm. âLike Liam Neeson?â
âWell, no, but yes, I mean, thatâs great. You have a movie star Liam Neeson on your version of Earth and so do we. Weâre getting