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By the time I got homeâin town, people kept turning to look at meâmy fingers were sticking together. My shirt was heavy and stuck to my chest, and my hair felt really weird. It was plastered down. My underwear was chafing and sticking at the same time.
Then I was inside peeling off the clothes, thankful for once that my mom wasnât home yet. I felt for stuff in the jeans pocket, and pulled out a soaked-brown folded-up square. The Daredevil picture.
I went into the kitchen where the garbage is, and slowly I tore itâthe paper fibers just pulled apartâinto little wet wads. Then I dropped the wads in the trash.
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Well, that was it. That was enough. I had to do something. I just had no idea what. I mean, what do you do in a situation like this?
It was pointless to ask my momâit would only make things worse. I do my own laundry after school, so I was able to wash out the evidence.
I had to get myself home from school every day, right? I couldnât send for a helicopter. I couldnât climb into a limo with tinted windows that no one could see in. I liked thinking about that for a while, the limo, but it was also pointless. And I could not avoid or elude Richie just by going different ways.
All of a sudden he had this power over me. He was kind of lording it over me, tooâand that, frankly, was what got to me. I didnât want to be friends with this guy, or co-weirdos or whatever. Never mind wearing a stupid jacket; I wanted to figure out how to make him stop.
But how?
The basic trouble was, I had no idea what Richie would do next. I didnât understand him at all, even though most of
the time he was all I could think about: where he might be, what mood he would be in ⦠what he might do to me. It was kind of an obsession. And that, I suddenly realized, was exactly how he wanted it.
Hey, yeah!
But why?
I had no idea. But I wanted to figure it outâI really wanted to. It suddenly occurred to me that I needed advice. Expert advice. I needed to talk to someone who had been in this kind of situation, and every situation like it, many many times before.
I needed to talk ⦠with Elliot Gekewicz.
I sat up straight. Yeah!
You know how thereâs always one kid in school whoâs the dirty one, one kid whoâs the smelly one, one kid who throws the ball over the backstop ⦠and one kid who itâs okay for anybody, absolutely anybody, to trash?
In our school, that last kid was Elliot. Not that he was dirty or smellyâI donât mean that. I wasnât really sure why he was the one, but the fact was that in Parkland School seventh grade, no matter who you were, Elliot Gekewicz was lower on the social scale than you.
He was small, and that wasnât good; he had a horrible name; and he was smart, which only made things worse. And anyway somebody has to be on the bottom, and in our class it was him.
I had known Elliot since we were in kindergarten, and I had seen a lot of stuff happen to him. I never really joined in, but I never tried to stop it either, not that I could have. Kids had done all the usual things: called him names, stomped on his feet, played keepaway with his stuff, hung him by the back of his underpants on the cleat for the climbing rope in gym ⦠Kids poured water inside Elliotâs backpackâwhile he was wearing it. They stuffed him in his
lockerâupside down. They took his milk in the cafeteria, soaked his sandwich with it, squirted in a packet of ketchup, squashed the red-white mess between two trays, took his cookie and walked away eating it while everyone else laughed. Kids would say stuff in the hall when Elliot walked by, like: âWhereâd you get that shirtâfrom a Dumpster? Who cuts your hairâyour mom?â
Elliot didnât get mad, he didnât cry, and he didnât seem (to me) to ask for it. He wasnât your classic bully magnet. I guess