far and fast she could ride across Raintreeâs acres and still have ground to cover. And the gallop back had always been just as exciting knowing Logan would be watching and waiting for her safe return. The endless acres, beautiful horses and interesting visitors had made Raintree Ranch her favorite place in the world.
Amy had never known a more peaceful place. Until her selfish actions changed everything.
âI said a lot of things back then,â she stated. âWhen I wanted something.â
Sheâd wanted Logan . Marriage . A family .
Amy swallowed hard. That dream was gone. Logan had never loved her the way sheâd loved him. Pushing him into marriage had destroyed their friendship and complications from pregnancy had almost taken her life. Theyâd been told sheâd probably never be able to get pregnant again. That had been proven in the barren months that followed.
Amy shook her head. âAll of that was a long time ago.â
âFour years,â he said.
âYes.â
Logan spun and crossed the room. The planks of the hardwood floor vibrated beneath her feet as his heavy steps carried him to the window. His spine grew rigid and he shoved his hands into his pockets.
Sheâd never met a stronger, more dependable man. But her deceit and their broken marriage seemed to have dented his armor. Cracked his bravado. And their stillborn baby girlâ
Amyâs lungs burned, sharp pain searing in all directions. That dark day had seemed like retribution. A justifiable punishment for her grievous sin.
Amy curled her toes and looked down at her shoes. Sheâd refused to give up on her dream of being a mother, though. But several failed attempts had forced her to finally accept that it was never meant to be.
She raised her head and straightened. That was all in the past. Sheâd moved on since then. She no longer mistook her admiration for Logan as love and she had let go of her dream of becoming a mother. All she wanted was to proceed with her respectable new life and continue giving Logan back his.
âThe move to Michigan is why I decided to come home for the holidays this year,â she said, working the words through her constricted throat. âIâm using some vacation time I have saved up to visit the ranch for a few weeks, see everyone andââ
âSay goodbye?â
Loganâs accusing rasp shot across the room. He turned, yanked his hands from his pockets and rubbed them over his denim-clad thighs. The action seemed nervous and hesitant. Both emotions uncharacteristic of him.
âYou sure are making a lot of decisions for everyone else,â he said. âDoing a lot of assuming. As usual.â
Amy rolled her lips and bit hard, a spark of anger lighting in her chest. One she hadnât felt in years. A product of the impulsive nature sheâd worked so hard to shed.
Loganâs dark eyes roved over her face, peering deep. He nodded toward the papers on the desk. âYou gonna look at those?â
She held his sharp gaze, tensing and tempering her tone. âLater.â
âNowâs as good a time as any.â
âI know what they are,â she forced out.
The corner of Loganâs mouth lifted. âI donât think you do. Take a look.â
âYou came all this way to boss me around?â Amy wrapped her fingers tighter around the chair. She tried to stop. She really did. But the words kept spewing. âIâm not a little girl anymore, Logan. You canât stroll into my life, toss orders about and demand I do things your way. Matter of fact, that never worked out for you back then, either, did it?â
âNo, it didnât.â Logan crossed the room, leaning into his palms on the desk and drawing close. âBut it can work this time with the right persuasion.â
Amy hissed and lifted her chin. âYou think so?â
âI know so.â A broad smile broke out across his lean
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